Hinata is about 17-18 soon to enter her twenties
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Hinata sighed as she looked out at the view in front of her, she was on the Hokage's balcony her back from Kakashi's soon to be office. Tsunade was scribbling something on a scroll minding her own business, even thought it was already dark Tsunade was expecting Team 7 to arrive from their mission.
Lately Hinata had hoped that Naruto understood her feeling, at least to some extent. But no such luck, he's been going on missions with team 7 Sasuke and Sai being thrown in the mix. While she stayed behind helping her younger sister with Clan duties and helping in the hospital as much as she can. But with Naruto not responding to her confession all those years ago during the attack had happened, her hope started to fade.
"I'm slowly killing myself..." she whispered in the wind,
"I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf, it's just the same everyday." She hummed louder
"I'm writing these songs that will never get played," she wrote in the middle of the air 'lonely.'
"I can't tell what's wrong and what's right," she paused
"I don't have a romantic life," she chuckled humorlessly.
"Everyone's dying, so I keep on trying to make them proud before they're gone!" She yelled.
"Can't someone help me! Oh please someone help me...! I don't care anyone, anything, cause I'm so sick of being so lonely!" She yelled out even harder, Tears coming out of her eyes.
"I miss all of my family... I don't care anyone anything cause I'm so sick of being so lonely." She took in a shuddered breath, noticing 5 new chakras near by. She continued.
"I'm spending more than I earn... drink all the time to forget I'm not hurt. Cause I go to parties sometimes. And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night cause I don't know much about me, I'm still ashamed of who I use to be. So I try way to hard but I still miss the mark to fit in... fit in..!!" Knowing the lies she spewed, she glared at the window that held team 7.
"HELP ME! Oh please someone help me..." she looked at Naruto
"I don't care anyone or anything cause I'm so sick of being lonely!" He looked through the window shocked.
"I miss all of my family, I don't care anyone, anything cause I'm so sick of being so lonely." She glared at him and turned away. Not caring for the extra looking at her in shock.
"I don't care anyone anything cause I'm so sick of being so lonely." She whispered out, cleaning her face with her shirt.
