Something Real

Chapter six! It's your choice

        (Samuel's POV)

"Umm I don't know, together." I reply vaguely.

"Okay then, does that mean that things are over with the marchioness?" She asks.

I didn't know what to say partially because I knew that if I said it aloud it would be true, and I really didn't want to lose her. Part of me wishes that I didn't turn her and Polo in, but other times I know I did the right thing... or at least I attempted to do the right thing.

Rebeka waved her hand in front of my face which snapped me out of my trance.

"Hello?" She says.

"Sorry."

"So? Are you done fucking around with the princess." She flat out asks me.

"Yeah it's over." I reply before zoning out.

I think she was talking about something that has to do with her mom but I honestly didn't hear a word she said over my own thoughts.

         (Carla's POV)

"Holy fucking shit!" Lu says while I try to process what's happening.

All I could do was stare at it with wide eyes I didn't know what I was supposed to do in that moment. Was I supposed to be upset or scared? In that moment there was only one person I wanted to tell and it definitely wasn't Polo.

"What am I gonna do." Was all I managed to get out.

"It's up to you babe." Lu says back to me.

I know she's trying to help but honestly she's the last person who would be able to help me through this. It sucks that I don't have more girlfriends. Marina was the exact kind of person I would tell when shit like this happened to me, but as we got older we drifted apart and I wish I could've done something to make sure nothing happened to her but I can't help but feel like what happened to her is my fault and I just wish she was here so I wouldn't I have to wonder 'what if', What if she was still here? What if she went through with her pregnancy? What if Polo wasn't there that night? Would she still be dead?

I feel so guilty because part of me knows that I only want her back so I can stop feeling guilty all the fucking time.

"I think I'm going to have it."

"But I can't tell Samuel, not yet." I reply to her previous question.

(Samuel's POV)

"Soooo I told Nadia we would go out to the club tonight with her and Guzman." She says to me.

"Do we have to I'd rather just stay and makeout with you all day, and plus I just got on Guzman's good side if I spend a whole night hanging out with him something bad is bound to happen."

"What's the worst that could happen? You two fall in love or some shit?" She asks me in a joking tone.

I decide to mess with her by saying,

"He is a lot hotter than you."

"Ha ha you're so funny." She says back sarcastically.

"No seriously, if we weren't together I would totally tap that." I said laughing.

"Together, so were together huh?" She says before smirking at me.

"Yeah I guess we are."

             (Carla's POV)

What was I supposed to do with a baby i'm not cut out to be a mother there's no way I could give it a proper life and my parents would kill me if I told them more specifically my dad because he knows that Samuel was the one who tried to scam money from him for his watch that Marina stole and if I was concerned enough that he would kill Samuel when he knew that we covered up Marina's murder he would definitely something if he found out that I was pregnant with Samuel's baby. I know Samuel do the right thing that's exactly why I can't tell him because I know that his opinion would affect my decision because he's not the kind of person to walk away from something like this. That's when it hit me what was Polo's reaction to this is going to be because I know he definitely wouldn't be happy unless he convinced him self that it was it his baby really isn't too far off base considering what he's done in the past.

Lu and I just stared at each other for a while not talking I think the silence was what kept me from bursting out crying before I realized it I could feel tears streaming down my cheeks and that's one Lu ran over and hugged me, I didn't know that's what I needed in the moment until she did it but I realized that there was no one else I would be able to go through this with.

"What the fuck am I going to do Lu?" I said pulling away from the hug.

"It's 100% your choice, you don't even have to tell Samuel."

           (Samuel's POV)

          ~At the Restaurant~

"Hey guys." I hear Rebeka yell to Nadia across the restaurant.

This was definitely going to be a long ass night.

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