𝐈: 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥

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nervous. scared. anxious. unprepared. all of these feelings were consuming my body and there was little to nothing i could do about it. i fiddled with the strings of my hoodie in a pathetic attempt to calm my nerves, but i was unsuccessful in stopping my mind-buzzing train of thoughts.

what if they all hate me? what if i can't make any new friends? what if all my teachers suck? what if everybody there is into some kinky type of porn that i don't know about? what if-

"yo rhi, we're here." my older brother, izaiah, spoke up suddenly, interrupting the chaos inside my mind. my eyes snapped to his face, which held a cocky grin, and i let out a nervous laugh.

"sorry. i'm just a little nervous, i guess." i shrugged nonchalantly, trying to act as if i wasn't absolutely shitting bricks right now.

"claiming that you're only a little nervous is a huge understatement. i'm surprised you haven't picked your hoodie to shreds by now," he teased, gesturing to my hoodie string that was practically falling apart, "did you even hear a single word i said on the entire ride here?" he asked, knowing damn well i wasn't paying attention.

"if i'm being completely honest, no. but i'm sure it was unimportant as usual, anyways. nothing new." i mused, causing him to let out a low chuckle.

"fine. don't take my advice then. i see how it is, pigface." he joked, opening his door and getting out of the car. i laughed before hopping out of my seat as well.

"no, for real though, what was the advice?" i asked as i jogged to catch up with him, hoping for something that would come in handy as the day went on.

"i don't know. maybe you should've listened when i was telling you, but now you've missed your chance." he grinned, and before i knew it he was running away from me and right into the front doors of our new school.

i stopped dead in my tracks. i was definitely NOT a runner, and ESPECIALLY not when i was running into the fiery pits of hell. i looked up at the building skeptically and examined it, just to figure out what i was walking into.

it wasn't nearly as big as my old school, but it wasn't super small either. it was well maintained and pretty clean too. i figured it couldn't be that bad as long as i knew where i was going and didn't pick fights with anyone. i sighed and walked into the big, looming front doors. here we go.

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𝐡𝐢! 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 :) 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲, 𝐰𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 2 <3 𝐛𝐭𝐰, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭, 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬! 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡. 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬!

- 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 <3

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