Cameron's POV
We both didn't answer. Something was forgotten. I think some memory is blurry in 'our' story. And for now, another page of my life is written with only the word that I am starting to fall in love with. Nash.
He just looked at me with some embarrassment and said in a quiet tone "You dreamed about me too..." This time I didn't look at his blue eyes.I looked at his smile. I can tell you he was quite happy and so was I. And then we stayed inside our own worlds for a time while I kept a distance from him to not creep him or something. Then questions started bombing me, what if Nash doesn't feel the same? Am I in love with him? Or I just want to be his friend? I can't find the answer without him.
The sun started to set and Nash got up. "Well I better go my mom is worried and do you want to talk tomorrow?" he said each word with control I don't know why. I got up too and smiled at him. He smiled back. Is that real? Is hope growing inside me?
Nash's POV
After his smile he said "Sure bro, see you tomorrow!". I had no idea on what to do in that moment. I have opposite feelings for him and I can't actually see if they're real or not.
I started walking home at the silent street, thinking about him and about my life. The wind was calm and the trees were blocking the lights forming shadows. It was a good day to think about my life and everything that I am feeling. And also, Cameron. Just Cameron.
I got home and said hi to everyone. I went to my room, closed the door and finally let out a sigh which took off all my emotions. I smiled, cried, jumped of happiness and after that I concluded: maybe it can wait until I find myself in this dark maze made of reality and feelings.
I took off my diary and started writing.
Dear diary,
If I ever look at this again it means I...
Cameron's POV
"Sweetie, you seem to be happy! I'm glad but, what happened?" my mom asked
"Nothing, mom. I can only say nothing because I don't know what really happened"
"Oh, dear, do you wanna talk about it or no?"
"No no I am ok mom thanks"
"Anytime, but look, if you need something, tell me ok?"
"Sure thanks" I smiled when I realized every mom's main feeling. It's care. Even in the worst cases, something is inside of every mom. The feeling of prepare what they made to face what they faced.
I went to my bedroom and picked my phone. I typed 'Matt' in it and called him.
"Hello?" Wait, this isn't Matt's voice it's... "Carter, who is it?" I heard Matt saying with a sleepy ton in the background. I gasped and said "MATTHEW!"
Hello, so it's been a while and I will try to post more often... I'm sorry it's too short but I'm actually studying so I will make longer chapters don't worry. And, SOMETHING BIG IS COMINGGGG hehehe. See you dear person who takes a bit of your time to read my fanfic, I love you!
-Zacky <3
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Forbidden Memories
FanfictieNash had to move to a school for an unknown reason. Before getting there he dreamed a lot about a guy which name was Cameron and when he got in the high school he had a surprise, the guy he dreamed about was right there. He had too many questions in...
