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"We have to Stokeley, we both need it" I told him and he just wasn't listening.
He insist that we don't need a break, he says we are never going to break a part and I'm starting to believe he's not even giving me a choice really.
"Stokeley if you love me you'll just agree on it" I told him and he glared at me.
"You love me don't you?" I asked him and he nodded.
"You know that I love you, but I refuse to let you go over something so petty as this" he told me and I sighed.
"It's not petty Stokeley I should've been broke up with you when I found out you even cheated on me but I just can't do it."
"But that's what you are trying to do right now" he told me and I shook my head.
"I just want to take a break Stokeley, that's not the same thing as breaking up" I told him and he looked at me for a moment before he began to chuckle.
"Yes it is, and we aren't doing that Milana" he told me making me huff and get up from my spot.
I was in pain still so my movements weren't quick but I moved as fast as I could over to my room door to leave the room and go to my moms room, I can lock myself in there until he leaves.
"Where you going?" He asked me as I continued my walk but I ignored him.
"Mila!" He yelled at me, gripping my wrist.
"Please just don't leave me, please. I know you want to get away from and you want to take a break and everything but please just don't, I don't know what I would do without you now Milana" he told me and I sighed, closing my eyes and putting my head down.
I can't give in, I can't give in.
"It's toxic Stokeley, we can't keep doing this to ourselves" I told him and I heard him take a deep breath before he took his hand off my wrist.
I thought I would be able to walk away after that but when I looked up and seen the tears falling down his eyes I couldn't.
I didn't even know what to say I was just standing in front of him until I decided to reach up and wipe his tears.
I felt bad now, he begged and I ignored him. He needs me and I just keep pushing him away like it's nothing.
I'm being selfish and only thinking about myself when I should think about Stokeley too.
"I'm sorry, I'll stop trying to leave this relationship" I told him, wrapping my arms around him and hugging him with my face in his chest.
"You keep saying that" he told me and I could hear the hurt in his voice.
"I'm serious Stokeley, we'll figure this all out together and everything will be okay" I told him and he lifted me up, hugging me.
"Don't do it again."
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