Short Stories of my life

No Sunshine

When the sunshines but your to upset to walk outside to smell the roses, to sad to smile a real smile. You can't tell anyone your upset for you know that they won't care. Everyone has left you, everything that could have gone right has gone wrong. The sadness is eating you from within. You try to make yourself feel better by spilling your sins from your wrist. Each day becomes a heart break. Each Demond you face is yourself mocking you, screaming for help. You try to tell yourself the truth but you reject it. You think your friends don't care but they do. You shut everyone out just to keep yourself from getting hurt. You finally realize when your truly alone that everyone that was by your side loves you and cares for you. You end up getting help for yourself, going to group meetings, going to a church, seeing a therapist and when you come back you've changed happier and healthier. When you get back people will ask, what happened? And all you have to say is ... I've changed