Why did you go
And play with my feelings like that.
I had been filled with so much happiness and
Hope.
You told me that those emotions were justified
And continued to smile.
But now I know
Those smiles were the ones you give
To anyone.
They didn't mean a thing
To you.
Even though they meant so much
To me.
I'm sure you have smiles you save
For only her
And I'm not her.
I shouldn't have fooled myself into thinking that
You felt the same way I did.
But you shouldn't have let me
Believe that for so long.
I will destroy any lingering feelings
I have for you.
They never needed
To exist.