Compass [Jail Bait's Sequel] [Book 2]

Let Me Be Free

Michael's POV

"Michael I don't want you going away for the whole summer with Luke and Calum. You're going to be traveling, and I don't know how safe you're going to be." I rolled my eyes at mom, looking to dad for help. He stood in the corner of the room not helping me convince mom that I would be okay, or help mom say that I couldn't go.

"Mom, I'm 18, almost 19! Can't you just let me live my life?" I asked her with annoyance seeping through the tone in my voice.

"Your mother's right Michael, you won't be very safe out on the road with your brother and Calum. But you are also right, you are 18, you don't need to be under our surveillance 24/7" And this is where dad never knows where to take a side and be not all too helpful.

"And that was proving a point." I scuffed rolling my eyes. 

"Don't act like that. Is this all of this attitude coming out because Jacob broke up with you?! You've had this mood for the last week and it doesn't help anything Michael! And with it, do you think that we would let you do anything?" Mom snapped at me, making once again roll my eyes. She doesn't understand, I need out. None of this is because I got dumped, I could careless now, it was a worthless relationship. I want to get away from them for a while. All I've felt is like I've been smothered by them so much. It's sickening.

"I'm 18! Why wont you just let me live? Let me be free for once! Ever sense Luke left all you have done is force me to spend time with you, you smother me in attention and always buy me things! I feel like I'm some kind of pet or something! Don't you understand? I just want to be free!" All I felt like doing was running. I couldn't stand to be near them, they didn't and couldn't understand.

"Michael..." Dad looked at me as if I had just killed a puppy.

"No. I don't want your damn sympathy! You didn't give it to me when mom died, so why give it to be now?! It's fucking pointless!" I yelled. No one felt bad or how I did when my mom died, he didn't treat me differently then, so why should he now? 

"I'll be back." I turned on my heal and walked to the door grabbing my bag and coat. There was only a few places that I could go, but only one held someone that I could talk too.

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So, you did you all like that? Hmm? I bet you didn't. Who likes a 400 word update? No one. Yeah they happen a lot, but not from my account. Now do they? And I bet this sounds bitchy as fuck, well I fucking hope so. And I hate to be a bitch to my readers, but you all need to stop being a bunch of bitches yourselves. I get that it's fucking December and that I said I would start updating in November, SORRY THAT I GOT A LIFE AND HAVE SCHOOL! Get over it! I started hanging out with my friends and family more, and I am damn sure that they mean more to be then some stupid little made up story that I try to write for fun. And I'm also sorry that I got writers block. Can't help that shit. So get the hell off my back when I don't update. I am always sending out messages for my readers to see so they know what in the hell is going on. So stop complaining and don't be a bitch, because that's when get's you blocked. Goodbye.