Out of line (Canada x Ukraine) (discontinued)

Chapter 1 - living alone

(Warnings/advertencia!)
(Self harm, strong language, and violence may/will be used throughout this story/ La autolesión, el lenguaje fuerte y la violencia pueden / serán utilizados a lo largo de esta historia)

Canada's POV
"Beep beep beep be-" the alarm stoped as Canada hit the "stop" button. I sighed as I awoke, I stared at the ceiling for what felt like 10 minutes. I finally glanced at the clock... 9:20? 'What did I have to do today?' 'Oh yea I had a.... world meeting......' I sat up in bed and thought to myself wondering why had I moved out? It made me wonder, I stood and went to the washroom, brushing my teeth and washing my face I let out a sad sigh. I walked into my room and put on an old sweater the maple leaf faded to an almost pink color, and black pants.

As I walked out the door I grabbed my scarf and raccoon tailed hat and walked to the large building. The one building with a lot of different languages written on it. I opened the door and slugging to my seat I sat and put my head in my arms. I thought I could sleep but I couldn't...

People spoke... I heard dad, mom, and many others whispers about me.... all of a sudden...
"HEY BRO WHY SO GRIM?" America giggled after he said that. I slowly turned around... glaring at him I said "shut up and leave me be...." the room fell silent... America smiled, "soooo what happened to you?" He playfully pushed my shoulder. "Nothing" I said walking out, slamming the door. The loud "BANG" from the door kinda startled me as I walked.

I had no destination in mind. I walked in and just looked at the ground. I arrived home about an hour later, I sat and pulled out my phone to see messages from Ame.

Ame> What's wrong bro?! I didn't mean to upset you!
Ame> Are you ok? Bro if u need me I'm here and you know that!

It's fine bro I just got unsettled I just need some sleep <Canada (me)

That was the last I said he asked if I could come over, I declined. I missed liveing with them already I wish I could go back.

(Time skippppp around 11:45 pm)
I lay there tears dryed to my face, I'm shaking and bleeding from my arm.
|| Flashback ||
I sat in the bathroom crying and thinking, 'No one would even notice if I died would they? Should I just... end it? I allowed the sharp blade to glide across my skin, I felt happy? Unhurt? Sad? I'm not shure but I liked the feeling the blade gave me... it was... comforting to me.
|| end ||

I cried myself to sleep ' how could I even cry so much?' I slept, || "Ame! Ame! What are you doing?!" I watched him cut and slice his skin... "Canada... don't worry for me... " he said. "B-but! Ame!"

I woke up shaking and sobbing I grasped my pillow hugging it tight calling for Ame to comfort me... no one came, I was alone, forgotten by all, worthless...

I looked at the time, 2:37 am, 'too early' I thought as I layed back in bed still shaken but the nightmare I had the words "Dont worry for me" spun circles in my head, I could barely sleep.

(1 week after his nightmare)

I awoke to knocking on my door, I yelled "Coming!!!" As I sprinted to the door I opened the door to see.... my brother..... "hey" I said with a nervous tone. "Are you ok?? You haven't talked to anyone for a whole week!!" He said, he was clearly upset. I leaned forward hugging him tight...

I started to sob, tears rolling down my face as I hugged him. His shirt became soaked in my tears as I pulled away and profusely apologized repeatedly. "You haven't changed have you?" I shook my head, "nope!" lying to make him smile. It worked, he gave a bright smile and asked, " Do you wanna come home for the weekend? Maybe even the whole week?" Excitedly, I said yes I invited him in, he walked in like he owned the place, I laughed slightly at this. I started to cook when he asked, " why did you leave us? Aussie bawled his eyes out as soon as you walked out." "I-I...." Tears pricked at my eyes then finally 1 fell. "I thought maybe you and everyone else would be happier without me..."

He looked at me in shock. "Y-you thought no one loved you?!" He said through tears. "Yes I did dad never really takes to me when I turned 17...." "He will now! He misses you!" I looked at him astonishingly, "since when? He never talked to me, he didn't even say a word to me before I stormed out of the meeting!" I boomed across the house. We stayed in silence.

(Time skipppppp again! 2 hrs later)

The spell of silence was finally broke when I said " let's go I'm coming over to your house..." he looked at me, then he's face lit up in happiness. "Let's go!" he shouted.

(Time skipper bam a long traffic and 1/2 later)

Ame exits his car and so do I, he knocks on the door hard and violently, I hear someone yell "on my way!!!" They threw the door open and they gasped " Canada..."
(Hehe cliffhanger Ig? Idk when next chapter will come out but I do know that it will get interesting towards the climax of the story like all do? Idk but I hope u like meh story?? And bye! 953 words.)