Dear Nash,
It's Valentine's Day, the day we are supposed to spend together, because we love each other don't we? Well I love you.
You're still not back, I knew you wouldn't be. It's only been a month and a few days.
Anyways, I went and visited your family yesterday. Sky, she cried when she saw me.
She asked me if you were with me. The tears running down her face made it harder to tell her.
I just shook my head and she buried her face in my shoulder and cried silently, she misses her big brother.
Hayes didn't cry, but I could tell he misses you too. He hugged me and Skylynn while we cried. He told us it would be okay, but it won't be, because you're gone and no one knows where you are.
Skylynn cried herself to sleep on my lap. When she fell asleep I brought her to her room and layed her on her bed.
I asked your mom if I could go in your room.
She didn't say anything, but she nodded, giving me permission.
I went into your room, I hope you don't mind, I layed in your bed and smelled your pillows, the smell reminded me of you, everything reminds me of you.
I think I have the flu or something, I woke up puking the past few days, it sucks. I hope this sickness is just because you left. And I hope that it will go away so I won't have to be sick all the time.
I love you Nash,
Goodbye.
Ps. Please come back, not just for me, but for Skylynn, for hayes, for your mom. Just come back. Okay?
