OPERATION : How to break Lisa Manoban's heart

04 : Boiling Point

JENNIE'S POV

" No...No and no!" I said to Rose for the ninth times.

" Why not? Youre now a member of L.M.H.C ( LISA MANOBAN HATERS CLUB) Please, do this for me." Rose plead infront of me.

It's now 2 days since I sign up as a member of that club because Rose told me so. And here she is again bugging me to sign that fucking contract.

I mean, yeah. I really hate Lisa but I will not sacrifice my own self and to be their bait for Lisa.

I even can't handle Lisa in a second, how much more in a whole fucking day. Even Rose will kneel down infront of me, I won't do it.

God! What would Kai say? If she know that I'm into Lisa? No! I will not make it happened. I only intended myself for Kai.

" Rose look, you know that there are many girls out there, who can do better than me for that contract. And you really know my friend that I hate Lisa. I cannot even last a minute seeing her face." I apologetically said to Rose.

" Jennie,you also know that I never cry over someone like this before but Lisa hurt me. I fucking love her. I agree to do this because I wan't her to change herself. I know that you understand me because your my best friend for a long time. And you know that I still feel the pain everytime I see her with other girls. I am very hurt because of what she done to me. I am very much hurt at the same time, I am mad. Freaking mad because she use me. I want to teach Lisa a lesson....Please?" I massage my temple and close my eyes as I bit my bottom lip.

Why me?. Can they just pick another girl in this campus.

" I-I c-can't. I-I s-sorry." with that I walk away from my friend.

I want to teach her a lesson too but not by using myself. Call me selfish or a bad friend but I really can't.

I felt guilty for Rose because I can't help her, not in this way. But she also know that I can't take Lisa and Mmy number one problem is my physical features. I'm not worthy for her because I'm not pretty enough to pass her standard.

What if she will not notice me. What if she will reject me in just a minute. Thinking about it, make me scared more. That would be a new record for her. " Jennie and Lisa only last for 5 minutes and break up" What the fuck? ..I don't really wanna do it and embarass myself.

For the whole day, I didn't see my friend. She didn't even answer my calls. Even when the class ended and all the students went home. Even Rose shadows I didn't see her. I think she was really upset because for the first time I decline her favor.

2 weeks has passed but I have no news about Rose. I don't know if Rose just keep her distance with me or she never attended her class for 2 weeks. I tried to text or call her phone everyday but I never get a response.

Not until today. I received a call from Rose mother. She was rushed to the hospital.I don't know what the cause why she's in the hospital but all I want to do is to visit her.

While I was in the taxi my mind can't think straight, I'm shaking and nervous. I think I can't imagine Rose in the hospital. I mean she's a cheerful person and kind, she didn't need to suffer like this. I feel like I am really a bad friend to her. The guilt is eating me up seeing Rose in the hospital bed laying unconsious.

God! Give me strength to face this. Rose need you the most now. I silently pray as I closed my eyes.

I don't know and I can explained what I'm feeling right now. I'm scared , scared seeing my friend in miserable state. Why Rose choose to love that womanizer? for just such a short period of time.