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You know,

A lot of people (not everyone) treat me like a paper bag.

What does this mean?

You use a paper bag to put your groceries in and keep them together in a safe place.

What do the common people do after they put their groceries away?

They throw away the paper bags.

That's how I feel.
I feel like a paper bag (sometimes.)

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A lot of people I know only use to me vent to. I appreciate that part, somewhat. I'm seen as a trusted person.

But then they never talk to me again. It's a little awkward . . .

It makes me feel like I did nothing...
It's like the main kids at my school are the people at the fair, and I'm the robotic fortune teller in the booth.

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Most of my friends at my school (and 1 or two on Wattpad. I don't talk to them much anymore...) use me as a backup.

If their friends aren't at school, busy, or not hanging out with them, they spend a little time with me.

I appreciate that time...

But it still feels so weird.

Because once their friends are back, they pretend they forgot what happened.

Like I'm a nobody.

I mean, I feel like a nobody.

I mean, I'm not trying to sound like I'm begging for attention-

It's just, odd-

(Not in a depressed way, in an awkward way.
I'm not depressed, just awkward- :') )

But it's-

It's just so weird...

But to the people who actually treat me like a somebody, and care about me,

I love you guys-
You mean so much to me- ♥️ :'>

Anyways,
That was my first mini rant.

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[Allie]