All I Want and Need Is You

The Beginning

Dear diary. I am stressed to the point I can hardly breathe. My hair tangled, my clothes shrunk, my stupid sibling Ronnie yelling. On top of all that school. I am starting My Freshman Year. I'm not really sure how to feel. I try my best to relax and believe that school has an ending point but  In reality my expectations are never met. My stupid Brother running around with my favorite pink sports bra waving it all around the air like it is his airplane. I snatch the bra falling onto my breakfast. "HAHAHAHA, Mommy Beatrice made a mess". Ronnie yelled. My mom yells, rants curses at me and doesn't decide to here my part of the story. I storm to my room ignoring the stupid face that little monster wavered at me. I wish he'd just die.

I look at the mirror one more time to see how I looked. I wasn't really happy. I never got the perfect body I aimed for during summer break( a.k.a suppose to be glow up season). My 1990 vogue t-shirt, my mom jeans, my curled up red hair with ear piercings and of course my headphones. I walked out the door not saying one word, to my mom nor my brother, As I walked to my bus Jamie ran towards me pushing me out the way. I stared her down as if i was going to kill her, Well maybe. I walked closer to the bus and I saw a crowd of people huddling around the bus. I thought they were staring at a dead bird. Cause that happens a lot were i'm from I started yelling get out of my way. Until I realized the reason. IT WAS  ALEC. Let me give you a background information about Alec he is the most hottest guy ever. All girls and gay guys are in love with him he plays lots of sports and is very great at them. Another reason everyone is around him is because he broke up with amber his ex. In other words he was my  summertime fling. He barely noticed me. Then out of the ordinary he stands up and looks down at me with his hot smile and his freckles on his face decorated like ornaments or like stars in the sky. I couldn't help but stare back. He walked a little closer. I began to feel his breath, Then I yelled get away. He backs up, everyone stares at me and starts to whisper. All that came out their mouths where Alec Alec Alec Alec. I was running insane. Then Alec turns to me then looks at the crowd. "Guys Its fine, she's done now harm now has she". Alec said in hot heart warming voice. I began to turn red. I then said " I can take care of myself but thanks for trying to defend me but I don't need it". I walked into the bus everyone looked at me. I continued jamming to my music. Then Alec has the audacity to sit next to me. I looked at him he just smiled all the way to school. As we got closer to school I got more nervous what was I gonna do, how was I gonna act....

I got of the bus my legs were clinched together I could not move. Alec saw my face turn red by the second It was so embarrassing. As I walked he started to try to catch up to me. I tried my best to ignore him. It never worked. Amber kept looking at me. No one ever tries amber. Shes such a bitch. She has always hated me, nothing to personal but she just hates me. I don't hate her I just strongly dislike her, i also wish she could mind her own business but we don't always get what we want in life now do we. " Stop Ignoring me, I know it's hard to keep your face away from this beauty but at least pretend you care" snarled Alec, I stopped as i heard those words. The level of disrespect has gone on long enough. I smiled at him then dropped my books, I came closer to him and slapped his face " Now your freckles can start ignoring you cause you got them slapped". I replied, I picked up my books and walked away this time he didn't follow me.