Signed and Sealed With a Kiss [h.s fanfic]

November 4, 2012

Leah's POV--

Why I was crying...I had no idea. The tears literally started pouring down my cheeks without warning, smudging the words I held in my hand. As soon as I walked into my flat earlier, I noticed yet another letter on the floor in front of the door. Harry must have slid it under while I was out at the store. Even though I told him that I didn't want to do us anymore, something inside me was more than happy to see he left one last letter for me. However, when I picked it up and opened it, I had no idea that his words were so heartfelt and would make me so emotional. The guy actually said he loved me....loved me. Harry Styles loved me, and I was just throwing that all away while in the process of breaking his heart. 

I reread the letter one last time, not knowing what in the world I should do next. I told him that I didn't want to be in a relationship with him because I wasn't ready to be in his spotlight twenty-four/seven, so why would I run back to him knowing nothing will be different? Yes, he mentioned that he would try to change that part of his life, but how could one control what other people do? I didn't want to just sit at home for the rest of my life. 

The amount of times I had flipped-flopped back and forth between wanting to be with him and not was making my head hurt. I knew deep down that he was someone special, I just knew it, but I didn't want to have to give up who I was and my life just to be with a boy.

He said he loved me though. How could I just ignore that?

I dropped his letter onto the floor as I swiftly picked myself up and made my way into my bedroom. My purse and car keys were quickly found, and I was then able to head out of my flat and down to my car. If that boy really did love me, then there was no reason I couldn't try to at least make it work for the time being because to be honest, I loved him too. He needed to know that. Unfortunately, I had no idea where he could be, and we still stupidly had not gotten each other's phone number. 

Turning around to go back into my flat, I ran up the stairs and down the hall. Once I unlocked my door, I saw the stack of letters from him on my kitchen counter, and I grabbed one of the first one's Harry sent me. HIs mum's was the only place I could possibly think of to find him.

Blah...super short chapter, but oh well! This story doesn't really have a record of long chapters anyways! Hope you liked it though! Oh and only a 100 more reads until 1650! I know you guys can do it!! :) Love y'all!