Shay's POV
Today is Saturday, and I'm lying on the couch feeling conflicted as ever. Whenever I think I have things figured out I always get a new piece of information, and it causes my thoughts to scatter. I then end up back where I started. My thoughts were interrupted by my door opening. To get in you either have to have a key or know the password. There is only one person who has them both, and that's my brother. After the door closed I heard my brother call for me.
"Shay-ah! We need to talk!" He said loudly.
"Chul-ah! I'm on the couch! Stop yelling!" I replied, which earned me a chuckle from my brother. I then sat up, and Heechul hopped over the back of the couch, then plopped down beside me. "What do you want to talk about?" I asked with a sigh.
"Let's start with Hyukjae." I then groaned. "Why have you given up on him?" I then looked at my brother in a surprised manner.
"Because he doesn't love me."
"That's a lie."
"How do you know?" I asked in an irritated tone.
"Because he told me." My eyes then widened.
"What?"
"Hyukjae told me he loves you, but after hurting you so much he doesn't see himself as being good enough for you. Therefore he lied to you, because he wanted you to be happy with Yesung." I then felt my eyes begin to water, when my brother placed a hand on my shoulder. "Shay-ah, Hyukjae's loved you since the beginning. But he wanted you to be happy. Therefore he put your happiness above his own, and tried to make you hate him. He wanted you to build a beautiful life with Yesung, and wanted you to hate him so you can fully love Yesung. He didn't want you to be confused anymore."
"It's too late for that." I whispered as my voice broke.
"What do you mean?" Heechul asked with a confused expression.
"Wookie called me last night. He asked if I loved Yesung, and told me not to break his heart. He also confessed that he loves Yesung. Now I don't know what to do, because I don't want Wookie's love for Yesung to be like how I thought mine was with Hyukjae. I don't want him to see the one he loves be with me. Just as I didn't want to see Jessica with Hyukjae." I said weakly.
"Shay-ah, regardless of the decisions you make someone will get hurt. You breaking things off with Yesung for Ryeowook will hurt Yesung. You breaking up with Yesung for Hyukjae will hurt him as well. If you stay with Yesung then you're hurting Ryeowook and Hyukjae. I hate to be so bluntly honest with you, but regardless of what you do someone is bound to hurt. I just don't want that person to be you. It was hard enough for you to be in a love triangle, but now its not just you, Yesung, and Hyukjae. Now we know Ryeowook is apart of it too. I wish that none of you would hurt, but that's not an option in this situation." He said sadly.
"What do I do, Chul-ah?" I cried as the tear ran down my face.
"You follow your heart. Where it may lead you. Besides, you also have a baby to think about. You need to make a decision before the baby is born, and you're running out of time. You only have 3 months left Shay-ah." He reminded. "You have to choose which one you want to help you raise that baby, and who will love you until your dying day. This isn't just about your feelings anymore. You also have to think about who will help you raise that baby."
"Violet. Her name is Violet." I stated, and he raised an eyebrow at me.
"Who named her that?"
"Jonghoon."
"Shay-ah, I want you to follow your heart. But you also need to think about your daughter. She'll be here soon, and she's going to need a steady family."
"I know." He then kissed my forehead.
"I love you, yeodonsaeng (korean for little sister)." I then sighed deeply.
"I love you too, Oppa."
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