HIDDEN FEELINGS

Chapter 27 (the tattoos)

Aaron's point of view

I was stuck in middle of nowhere with a person who made my blood boil just at the mention of name. I was stuck and cold   , With her first of all it was supposed to be my be And Michelle trapped in this cave it would have been blissful,   but am here with Emily in just sight of her irritates me  worst of all her boyfriend Ryan has been making my life hell ever since they broke up he blamed me for thier separation and has made my life hell since then no matter how hard try to explain to Him that I have never been interested in Emily ever since my accident But he can't even get it what makes it worse is that Emily is clingy and sticks to me like  Velcro  it's annoying  I don't even get what used to see in her  she just ordinary their is nothing special about her I was definitely infuriated because of her we were stuck   In this old  crappy cave   Currently still facing the other side of the wall as she changes from dripping wet clothes when she calls me again I wanted  to gauche out my eyes  when I had her call my name   Cause she had been calling my names and quite frankly I was tired of hearing my name    From her dirty hole of mouth  from  time   We left the camp site  telling me she was scared and I didn't know where I was going  when as sure of where were to go cause of my peanut trail  which eventually fell short but I blame her  since we spent time quarreling     Getting irritated by  her constant  nagging am sure that's when the peanuts were eaten now we are lost     It's her fault we are lost in some random cave     I really can't stand even the sight of her

Some of  you think it's just broken heart talking well it's  not   Am quite aware of what am saying I don't need your fake sympathy cause  I have grown cold and I have I Learnt to silence my emotions especially if they caused by worthless  heartless bieng like Emily a person who caused me nothing but pain . She used me to her benefit and once I seized to be usefull she threw out of life without a second thought I wanted to hate her and I hate her and everything to deal with her

"Aaron you can turn around now am fully clothed."Emily called out me

Scratching the back of neck  in fastruation  I  really  wondered why God would this to me to be stuck in a  cave  with a girl I can't stand    I refuse to turn around cause it must be one of Emily's ploys to get me in trouble with Michelle and I wasn't having it  and to make it  worse I was naked in front of her I tried my best shield  myself  from Emily's curious eyes   As  kept calling nagging  me and still l refused to turn around then suddenly a loud thud  on instinct I immediately  a worried me turned  thinking of worst   Emily lied there on the floor and I was worried because  no matter how much  I hated Emily I couldn't stand seeing in her in pain the mear sight would break me  .

I turn around only to notice Emily  lying on the floor  and my heart sinks in that moment  I couldn't explain it call I can  say  is  I  was extremely pale   As if the blood in my body had been drained And in total shock and worry making qeaver at thought of  Emily  being hurt then I thought she has habit if pretending so I refused to fall for her schemings ways    I called out her  are numerous of times but she didn't move    She just lay still like log on the cold surface of cave   And with that my worry meter  shoot to hundred    I fell on the floor and began shaking Emily  like mad man  but she didn't move  my worry was she must have been in the water so long I immediately rushed to her side As I held her in my arms wrapped  around her shivering body using my body heat  to warm up hers 

It took some time but she eventually came along    A sigh of relief escaping my mouth knowing that Emily was ok   She staggered to feet  her eyes derillius focused on me  she was speaking gibberish I couldn't make out what she was saying   But   I  knew that  soon later she will regain her knowledge and she  will get know  no matter  how much I tried to  kill it she  would get to know I still care  for her I wasn't a going to fall  prey to my emotions not againAaron says as he wiped a tear from side of his face .