Admire • p.jm ff [Under major editing]

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There I saw you

walking through the halls as everybody admires you

Were you ever overwhelmed about the amount of infatuation every living being in this school has for you?

Teachers, Students, Staff, Even the damn lunch lady. I'm sure you're very much aware of those things, you're THAT admirable. 

From your looks to your personality, it's no surprise everybody would be attracted to someone like you

Even me.

I never really thought I'd fall for anyone until you transferred. 

Its been years since you stepped a foot into this place, I thought my feelings would have died down, but it seems as if they got stronger.

Its not a secret that I'm pretty much an outcast here. But honestly, I really don't mind it at all.

I'd rather be a loner than to be noticed by you, I very much prefer being a secret admirer since if I show my feelings publicly, I might as well die of humiliation  

I never had the guts to actually confess to you,  And I don't think I ever will. What's funny is that I often felt dejected since you never once spared a glance at me

but who am I to judge? I chose to be like this right? So it's no shock that you barely know I walk on this planet

Since we never talked or even made eye-contact once, the only affection I can give is to leave some goodies in your locker

goodies such as chocolates, donuts, cupcakes, etc.

From far away I would see you happily eating them

and I'm really delighted that you appreciate it even though you don't know who it was from.

Though you don't know who I am,

I don't think my feelings for you will fade into thin air