All For You [ satzu ]

Secret Love

It's been weeks since Sana met her online tutor—Tzuyu. It was honestly helpful for her except for the part that she got lesser sleep. Sana works in the day and studies at night and she still needs to finish the task given to her right after her class.

Right now, she on her way to the shop she was working part-time and she can't help letting out a deep sigh alternately as she received another verbal lash from the Taiwanese latter early this morning. Tzuyu's words cut like a blade though she only received them through text message or voice mail.

As she reached the shop, she went directly to her locker and put her bag. Mina noticed her and approached her with folded arms.

"What did that bitch tell you again?" Mina asked.

The ballerina was against it as the person Sana was dealing with is a shitty one as what everybody thought.

She is fully aware of Tzuyu's bluntness and savageness yet she accepted it even though the tutor roasted her almost every day and night—also because of her stubbornness.

Despite Tzuyu's bluntness, she never sees her as a bad person instead, she kept in mind that the latter won't help her in the first place if she's that bad and not to mention her tutorial was free.

Looking at her friend, Sana corrected the younger one.

"She's not a bitch. She was just helping." Sana defended.

"She's not helping you the way you told us. Why are you even following everything she is telling you as if you don't have your own opinion. I badly want to throw foul words to her to let her see my purpose just like how you see hers, but I can't because you're not letting me." Mina complained.

"Because she was right. It's not that I don't have a right to speak my opinion. In fact, she's the one who kept telling me to speak up. Besides, she won't scold me anyway if I just did what she wanted me to. All she wants is for me to become a better person so, please just let this pass. I can handle her." Sana retorted.

"Okay, but if I saw you cry again because of her I-" Mina said and was being cut by Sana.

"I won't, okay? Now, let's get moving." Sana said and slowly pushed Mina to the counter table to fix some stuffs.
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As time passed by, Sana did better on their lessons and Tzuyu's treatment of her kept on changing that made her feel that they were friends although her savageness remains.

Tzuyu became her tutor not just academically but also in life. She learned a lot from her and realized she was too immature in making decisions for herself as what the younger one told her.

Until one day, she found herself having a crush on her tutor. At first, she denied it and convinced herself that what she felt was nothing and that she will never have a crush, not on the great Tzuyu, not with the same sex.

But as they said, the heart wants what it wants. She confessed after Tzuyu teased her that maybe she's having a secret crush on her as they were about to end their contract.

Sana explained her reasons as Tzuyu asked her why and how she had a crush on her when in fact Tzuyu treated her like she was about to kill Sana.

After a few chats, Tzuyu then told her straight forward that she's not her type and that she also tells those to other people who confessed to her.

Of course, it shattered Sana's heart yet she managed to cover them up with her so-called expertise in hiding emotion and denying some facts.

As their contract ended, Sana decided not to bother the younger one again and deactivated her account. She thought it would be better if she cut her connection with Tzuyu and start a new beginning.
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