Dear Eddie spaghetti~ Reddie

chapter 11

@Simqly_Alex

(Just saying you may need to remember the end of chapter 10 for this) 

"Are you okay?" Malorie asked. 

"Ya, ya I gotta go see some one, Okay?" I asked. 

"Ya of course Delilah and I are going to Beverly's soon anyway." 

I smiled and kissed Delilah and Malorie on the head. 

I grabbed my fall coat and walked towards Stan's house. I pounded on the door. Stan answered I hugged him and he stood there with shock  before hugging me back. 

"Richie? " Stan asked. 

I looked at him tears in my eyes.

"I need to know." I started. 

"Know what?" 

"If I- If I Like B-Bo-Boys." 

"Oh, Richie." 

"What?" 

"Do you remember what happened before you left?" 

"No we were all just close and I was a trash mouth, I smashed plates." 

"Do you want me to tell you want happened?" 

I nodded. 

"You and I kissed you always had hickeys we were dating because we were both confused and I cheated on you with Bill you were sad. Really fricking sad. Bill and I tried to explain to you but, you yelled at us to get out of your house. you smashed plates packed your stuff. You left but before you did, you kissed the most important thing in the world to you Eddie."  

"Wow, what happened well i was gone?" 

"Do you really want to know?" 

"Ya." 

"Eddie got really depressed he became emo for about three months, he cried himself to sleep every night . Eventually he got a girlfriend, Alex.She helped Eddie stop cutting which made them fall in love more deeply. He used to come to my house every night crying. He said maybe if you saw them together you'd get jealous and come home but, you never did. He gave up but you could tell he cried every night he had bags under his eyes and his eyes were always red from tears." 

"Oh crap." 

I ran as fast as I could towards my house. When, I got there Malorie and Delilah were already gone. My socks were soaked. I looked in my drawer hoping to find a new pair, I dug inside the drawer when I felt something I grabbed it. There were two objects stacked on top of each other. both were notebooks. One said E.K. and the other was plane black. I opened the notebook that said E.K. I read the first page. I remembered this I chuckled reading every page. I opened the black note book it said

Dear Eddie spaghetti,

I'm sorry for leaving, I'll come back eventually I promise. I hope you know I love you and that you're the best thing that ever happened to me. I never felt ashamed of who I am when I was with you I actually felt proud. Tell the other losers I love them for me and your mom. Tell my mom I love her and I just need to clear my head.

Love Richie trash mouth Tozier, 😇 

I turned to the next page. 

Dear Eddie spaghetti, 

You know I love you, right? Well I do and I can't stop never can. I can't remember why I left but, I knew I had to. I do know I miss you though.