taste of the sweet and sour

chapter 1.

Life isnt easy when ya 18 and living in an unsafe home. A dad who constantly beats you down and makes you depressed. A smol town where all people can do is judge you and bully you or just hate you because your diffrent to the rest.

Lifes just gives you the good and bad. The sweet and sour. For me life has fed me the sour sides to life. Sometimes ill like to end it all.
As i grew up i always was just a bit diffrent to the rest of my short family. Im diffrent because im gay and bit of a rebel. I always loved guys but i always had to protend i was straight till i came to the age of 13 i though hey i should tell them and well that didnt end well. Never does.

Despite the bad parts, i do have good times or days. I get to go out til 8pm not really far but to me its great. I have days i can be alone with out abuse or someone being loud and horrible. I sometimes with someone can help me and i can live alone, ill be able to do what i chose. Find love and explore the world and never be stoppped.

My name Lee, i am a boy. I have many talents such as drawing, singing and acting. I would be proud of them but im seen as a failure by my dad so its quite hard but they things that can make me happy if i focus on them. I dislike and not so good at; being good at maths. Being hurt or called names. Being bullied and people hurting others. I always like to help people who kinda like me because it helps both of us. Well mainly them i just give advice but to be honest i should listen to myself a bit more.

Anyway this is my story of the life i live and shall invited you in but please i warn you now, this isnt a normal life...