Hello!
I am sooo sorry for not updating. I feel guilty but I'll try to catch up on monday.
As you all know, today Nu'est won again in Music Core. Minhyun's so happy. And you can see that they didn't expect to win today. The shock on their faces and the smiles are sooo worth it. Thank you for supporting them until now. It's their 4th win for Love Me. Let's continue to give them more awards, shall we?
I have a terrible dream. Well, I think I kind of didn't expect it. I dreamed about Baekho, having a girlfriend. He's out with a girl and they are indeed dating. I dont know why I feel hurt and shock when I made sure it's really Baekho. And the weird thing is, I'm in Korea 😂
I was like, a stalker. I keep following him and the girl. When they are about to leave the church (I dont know why we are there. Maybe we are attending mass. It's vague. I feel like I'm in a church, but it looks like I'm in a restaurant. My dreams kind of mixing so I cant distinguish the original scene.) I got eye contact with Baekho. He seemed confuse and he's like staring at me for long. So awkward 🙈
My sister and brother said that I'm groaning in my sleep. Or more like, moaning. They said I looked like having a bad dream. And not to mention when I woke up I have lots of morning glory/sty (that means I cried on my sleep).
Now I feel weird every time I see Baekho. Also, I keep remembering the post about two members of Nu'est having a gf. It was posted in dispatch, saying that some idols have been in a relationship and 2 of them is included. I dont know if it's true or just a guess.
But anyway we shouldnt be a bitxh when the time comes. I know it will going to hurt, but we need to accept the reality. Maybe one reason why I feel sad in my dream is because the girl is not an idol and just a simple girl. Maybe a fan. I'm just jealous haha.
Enough with my dream, I'll end this now.
See you on monday! I will update, I promise!
