Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
mental disorder such as schizophrenia with gym class doesn't mix great together. when i feel like i'm about to have an attack, my knees become really weak and with each step i take comes pain. it really fucking hurts and i'm trying to also hold myself together. then there's the 12 minute straight run we have to do and when you have asthma, doesn't go great either. my gym teacher is a bitch and i hate her. i hate her with every bone in my body. she expects so much out of us, especially the fat kid with many mental disorders, ie. schizophrenia. it's not fun when you forget to take your pills and suddenly the voice in the back of your head comes alive and starts telling how pathetic you are and how you're better off dead. and then i go home and i go completely off my rocker, i smash shit, i kick things, i scream and yell at everybody and all my mum just does is stares. if i'm about to hurt my sister which i would never do when i'm lucid, she wouldn't even attepmt to restrain me. i hate it so much here and i just want to live somewhere else.
