The day after (MaryxSeto)

Marys sadness

Its been one day now scince the whole incident and I still aren't over it yet. Every time I think about yesterday, I feel happy because I could see my mother and realized that my greatest wish came true. On the other hand I feel sadness and fear. The situation was so terrifying and when I was possessed it was even more bad. Also my friends got really hurt that day and haven't recovered from it yet. But I also realized something else. When I saw all my friends being happy when I was I felt like there is still something missing. It wasn't a part of my dream but I wished for it ever scince I left the  tower with Seto. I wanted to tell him about my feelings for him. Ever since he came to me the first time and saved me from my lonelines, I loved him. At the moment he talked to me the first time and comforted me with his Music and his words I loved him. Ever since he took me to his home, I loved him. I want to tell him now but I can't. I'm too scared to experience the next sad thing in my life now that everything is so beautiful and well. Damn it. If I tell him and he hasn't the same feelings for me I'll be stuck with him. I began to cry not only because of my love problem but also every bad memory like my mothers death and everything else comes up now. So I cried even more and I think I cried even louder even though I tried not to because I don't wanted the others to see me cry at 11:36 in ten night when everyone wants to sleep. But then I heard a knocking on my door and a very familiar voice asking:"Mary what's up in there, can I come in?".It was Seto! "Yes" I said, still sobbing. He came in and asked: "Mary what's wrong. Why are you crying?". He closed the door and set down next to me on my bed. I looked him in the face and when I saw it I couldn't hold it anymore."It's was just too much. I remembered every sad moment from my life and I still can't get over yesterday. I was so scared. It was so scary when I was possessed and it was so bad to see when you all got hurt. It was just too much" I said. Now I cried very hard and I couldn't help myself anymore so I hugged him very strong and cried into his hoodie. He then hugged me back and said:"It's okay. Let it all out. I'll be with you and I won't leave until you are feeling better again". It was just so nice to hear all that coming from him that I hugged him even more. He then put his hand on my head and said:"Let it out". After 5 minutes of crying I felt much better and I said my next words without even caring about anything that could happen: "Seto. Thanks for always being there for me. And most importantly thank you for saving me from the loneliness. I love you"."I love you too" he responded and we both lokked each other in the eyes. Then our faces came closer and shifted a bit to the side until our lips touched and we kissed. It was such a nice feeling. We stayed like this for at least a minute. When we got back to just sitting besides each other, I asked him:"Can you stay here for the night"?"Sure" he said. So we laid down hugging ourselfes and falling asleep in each others arms.