This isnt for me.What am I doing wrong? Who am I? What is the purpose anymore. Why do I try to heal people with nothing but a lost dark soul? What can I do to heal myself? Is there nothing that can calm my soul of all this anger and sadness? I dont know what to do anymore. Suicide isnt the answer anymore. Talking to a person is worst than suicide. They never listen and wont stay by your side. I spazzout because people dont understand me and probably never will. They neglet me and cast me out. So i stay alone and away. Staying in this dark shadow gets lonley. Its like looking at the world through a one way mirrior, you can see them, but they will never see you. The pain is unbearable, but I must go on and keep fighting, trying to find my true destiny on my own. Tryed to find a girl to keep me company and comfort me, but as I said they neglet me and reject me like one of their moms messed up meatloaf experiment gone wrong. So what do I do? What do I say? The answer to that question is just another add up question leading to another clue for the question.....Just waiting to be answered.
