Thick as theves

where it all fell down

(blues pov, 2 months later)

I can't believe it. I, Alexander lakemark have a crush on Lucifer Morningstar. And now I'm walking to go have lunch with him. I need to tell him, I can't keep this to myself anymore. Maze said I should just be myself but the problem is I don't even know if he's gay or not. Wich is why I'll ask when I see him today. "Hi blue!" He called out to me hes so charming. "Sup Luci?" I asked him. "Nothing other than work has been crazy." He chuckled as he told me that. "Luci?" I said grabbing his attention "hm?" His eyes were questioning me. This is harder I'd thought. "Are you gay?" I blurted out immediately regretting the decision. "Well.. I'm bi" he answered I was relieved to here that. And so nothing in particular happened the rest of the time. We said our good byes and I went home. Maze tried to pry but I didn't let her. Luci and I are meeting again in two weeks, I'm so happy!

(2 weeks later Sept 5 blues pov)

So I walk to our normal spot so I can tell him how I feel, even going so far as to bring flowers but then I see some thing. Luci, with a girl hugging his arm. I should have known he was dating someone. Tears welled up in my eyes as I saw my chance at love slip away. He noticed me and that I was crying he tried to pull away from the girl and call out to me. But I just dropped the flowers and ran as fast as I could. I knew he was calling my name but I didn't care. I'll just let him be with his 'girlfriend' or whatever do whatever it was they were doing. I got back to my apartment building and pushed past Maze, flopped on my bed and cried until I fell asleep. I can't believe he never told me... I hate him.