Impossible!

Update

Author's note :: this was apparently the longest chapter! I hope you enjoy. ♥

So it's been ateast 1 or 2 months and I finally received an update about all these things about 'him', about this classmate of mine whom I thought hated me and most of all--Carlos.

So apparently, my 4th bff, Mary, is currently MU with Carlos, and I learned from her that Carlos always liked her, ever since 4th grade. Jade and I, being happy for the 2 of them, helped them get together. However, Mary doesn't want lots of people to know, but however some people already know, which kind of annoys her but now is cool.

They talk alot on FB, and Carlos always tells me she loves Mary so much and tells her plans for Mary that would happen in the future, etc. Carlos basically explains everything to me, and it's all about Mary. 

Okay, I did say I had a slight crush on Carlos, and no one knows, but it wasn't severe! It wasn't that big that it reached the stage of "crush" or anything.

To the classmate of mine topic. So her name was Nicole (the girl version name, okaaaay) and she was this typical serious, shy, quiet but kind of violent person that tricks you if you're close friends. She was very serious, and she gets extremely red when embarrassed. She was almost my best friend during my "kid days" but it never happened. Also, me and my friends keep talking about her having a crush on our classmate, too.

However, there came a time in where suddenly one of my barkada friends whispered to me and told me she had a crush on me. Yes, a crush. At first I thought it wasn't true, and until her bff, (the girl we rumoured about to be her crush) told me about it. I was extremely shocked and I realized my heart kept beating faster ever since this incident. Ahhh, and now whenever I'm near her, she runs away and avoids me. 

To the 'him' topic this time. Okay, so I haven't heard anything about him the past few months, days or weeks today not until this week. This frikkin' week. Jade and I talked on the phone last time, and we were talking about girl stuff, like Nicole having a crush on me, etc. Suddenly while I was story telling, Jade stopped me.

"Wait, wait, wait." Jade said, stopping me from finishing my story.

"Okay," I said in response as I held on the phone.

I thought Jade had to get something or do something like she always does when stopping my sentence or story, but now it was different.

"Josh, JOSH!" She called out, which startled me because she mentioned his name. Suddenly, my heart beated faster. 

"Put it down. Put the phone down!" She said, and after that a bam sound was made. Apparently there were 2 telephones at their house, and you could hear each others' conversations with it.

"Why?" I asked all of a sudden when Jade came back to me. My heart was still beating.

Suddenly, Jade whispered, "He was getting the phone," and after that made a sigh. Suddenly, she said "Because you know, he has a crush on you that's why he wants to listen." 

That sentence made me burst into joy and happiness and--AHH, MY HEART WAS BEATING SO FAST WITH HAPPINESS LIKE IT WAS GOING TO BURST OR EXPLODE! ♡

"Wait, what?" I asked back, because I didn't hear clearly. But deep inside, I just wanted to hear her say it again.

"Alex has a crush on you, right?" She whispered louder, but I was kind of surprised it was different from what she said earlier. 

"Oh," I said, hiding my disappointment.

As we went to school the following day, during lunch break, I asked her again what she whispered to me that time and she said...

"'Cause you know, brother likes you, that was why he was getting the other phone all the time yesterday."

My heart beated even faster, and Mary at my side, knew about my crush towards him, so I started harrassing her (in a good way) to make a sign that apparently my crush--likes me!

And today, Jade called me and we talked for about almost 1 hour and her brother did it again, like 2 times and I was so happy deep inside of myself, and my heart felt so happy and was filled with so much love it felt like it was gonna burst or explode. ♡

So basically, a lot of things happened to me this week. Carlos being in a secret relationship with my 4th bff, Mary, and 2 people having a crush on me.

Great.