excerpts of my feelings.

timing.

i'll tell you a million times
that all i want is for you to be happy
and that i'll be okay if you move on

but what i wish i said is that
everything hurts
and it hurts more when i see you with her
and it hurts more when you're happy without me
and it hurts more when you say you've moved on
and it hurts more when i realize
it wasn't us that was wrong
it was the timing
i could never make up my mind
fast enough to make you stay.