Eyeless Jack x broken but powerful reader

Ch 1 The Beginning

You never really had a real family, you never knew you're dad and hardly knew you're younger sister's father. Around the age of 5 your mother met a new man and he seemed like he would be promising. He was so nice in the beginning but that was all just a mask. You didn't understand why he seemed to start hating you so much but he always seemed to have a problem with you. You always got into trouble for nothing and you were always forced to lie, to tell him what he wanted to hear. You were almost six when it first happened though,.... the first time he touched you.

We had all moved to a gross INN but it was the only place cheap enough to stay in and it was late. The carpet scared you because it seemed torn up and the walls seemed to be stained. When I said the carpet creeped me out after mom and dad had noticed the wall I was yelled at by my dad to shut up and that my opinion didn't matter. Shortly after, mom had left for some job that she was forced to apply for. While I was trying to sleep I had nothing but underwear on and had to sleep on the disgusting carpet with only one heavy blanket to share with (S/N) sister's name. Who also only had her underwear. After mom left he said out loud randomly (y/n) I know you're still awake. At that moment my heart stopped, I didn't want to get in trouble, it never ended well. Get up he demanded. I did as told in fear of the consequences. He then told me to lay on the bed with my legs up at the edge, he then slowly slid my undies off and I asked what he was doing. He didn't reply and just told me that we were going to have some fun. I already didn't like the sound of this but I knew that if I disobeyed I would soon regret it. I then heard him unbuckling his pants witch worried me. He then placed his private area at my butt hole and said "this will only hurt a little". He then pushed his private part in and it hurt so much, I started to cry a little but made no sound so I wouldn't be punished he then moved in me a little and it still hurt so much. He took himself out a little and shoved himself back in a few times before he fully took himself out and said that was it for the night. I hurt so much, the pain was like taking a dump but bigger and more painful. He went on to say that I can't tell mommy or he would be sent to jail and that would be bad. He asked " do you want me to be sent to jail?" . I responded with no because I new what would happen if I stated the truth and I was so gullible too. That was the first time and red flag number one. I then tried to sleep but I cried silently because of the pain. Soon mom came home and I wanted to tell her but, ... she seemed upset and I knew I might get in trouble and make her feel worse. So I kept my mouth shut, worst mistake of my life.

A/N
So this is the story so far, some of these are true events such as this one that have happened to me. Some of it might be too much and I will put up warnings. I do hope that you like the the story so far, some of the abbreviations will be listed below.
A/n = author's note
Y/n= your name
H/c= hair color
H/l= hair length
V/I= vivid imagery warning
F/f= fave food
F/c= fave color
Bf/n= best friends name
S/n= sister's name
B/n= brother's name
D/n= dog's name
C/n= cat's name

Welp that's all for today by!
      ~Shadow