Heartbreak

Morning phase

Picture of Jesus on the side for computers and at the top for cellular devices or others.

"Emelia Grace! Wake your fat ass up!"

"Leave me to die!" I look up from my igloo of blankets to see my little brother jumping on me with my mom right beside him. "Get off of me you little furball." I giggle throwing him in the air. My little brother is around 2 years old. "Mom, get Jesus off of me please. He weighs a ton." I laugh. She grabs him laughing and walks out. I take off the mountain of blankets off of me and walk to the bathroom.

I lock the door, turn on the water, unclothed myself and step in. "Eme, hurry the hell up!" Jasmine, my older sister, hollars. "Hold on. I got in here like a minute ago!" I scream in reply. I hear her stomp off. It's not my fault she's 20 and still living with us.

After I'm squeaky clean I wrap a towel around myself and walk to my closet. I grab my undergarments, olive green skinny's, Green Day concert shirt, black chuck taylors and get dressed. I walk to the bathroom again to fix my hair and brush my teeth. I knock and I hear Jasmine say, "Karma's a bitch huh." I growl under my breath, I can't complain, it's true. She walks out and says, "All yours." I brush my teeth and fix my hair in a side braid. I apply mascara and lipbalm. I walk downstairs to see Jesus stuffing his face with mashed peas.

"Calm down Fatboy before you start choking." I ruffle his hair and he giggles in reply. "Hey Mom, Jose's picking me up today so don't worry about me walking today." I kiss her on the cheek. "Alright baby, just be home 'round 4, I'll be home late today." I nod and grab my bag walking out the door.

I see Jose leaning on his car smiling making me smile back. Okay so I may or may not have a tiny little crush on Jose but I mean come on if you saw him everyday for 9 years you'd start to feel something. "What's up loser?" I grin. "Just picking up some nerd. Get in or we're gonna be late." He grins back. I throw out my apple, hop in, and we head out to school.

I'm greeted by a bone crushing hug from Ashton. Here's the deal, Ashton, Calum, Jose, Luke, Michael and I have been best friends since 3rd grade. Yeah they are all pretty attractive but I sometimes wonder if they have brains. They act like they are 5 years old, get serious for like 10 seconds, then BAM they go back to normal. Their normal of course.

"Remind me why I'm friends with you lot." I ask shaking my head. "It's because you love us. You'd die of boredom without us." Mikey says as he slings his arm around my shoulders dragging me inside. We all walk inside and all eyes are on us. Mainly me.

I've been looked at evily by jealous, hormonal teenage girls. It's because I have yet again very attractive boys I am lucky to call best friends. Yes, I acknowledge my deepest and only friends as attractive. Who wouldn't? You'd have to be medically mental to not.

"Ignore them. They're just jealous." Mikey whispers in my ear. He notices them too. I don't want the boys to worry about me. "If only they knew what you guys were really like." I whisper back hoping he'd let it go. He laughs and we reach our lockers. Our lockers are in alphabetical order so it's Ash,Cal, me, Jose, Luke, and Michael.

"Look who we have here, guys. The NERD TURDS." Charles, one of the school's very own player, cooes. "Buzz off, Charles." Luke spits. Charles doesn't bother with Luke because his focus is on, guess who, me. "Hey sweet thang." He smirks. He scoots close to me backing me further into my locker. "What do you want Charles?" I qusetion. I'm not in the mood to put up with his shiz today. "You. Me. Date. Friday. What do you say?" He asks. Jose pushes him away from me, "She's not interested."

"Oh, and what are you gonna do about it Pretty Boy?" Charles pushes.

Shit is about to go down!

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Well that's my new story you guys. I'm sorry about the confusion in the beginning. If you've seen Connor's video than you understand. I fully support him and his decision and proud that he is accepting himself for who he is.

So I decided to make this story into a Matthew Espinosa sorry. I'm sorry if you were really looking forward to a Connor one, I have some suggestions.
1. Our Little Secret by aliyamxo
2. It Just Kinda Happened by xLifeRuinersx
3.Secrets by BxxksAndSxxt

So yeah. Again I fully support Connor and I'm really sorry for confusing you on the story.

STAY BEAUTIFUL!

Love,

Jessie
XOXOX