to all the boys i've loved before | ateez

san

dear san,

i actually have a crush on you since the day you transferred here. it's just a silly crush tho. you're friendly, that's attracted me to like you. your smile, could make every girls go crazy.

eun was pretty cold to everyone. but after I heard her story, I feel like I'm shouldn't like you. she's sad that people using her to get san. I don't want to be like that.

I'm sincerely want to be her friend. both of us are match together. I'm afraid that she'll think I be friend of her cause of you. I'm not, if you want to know. we're friends because of our loves towards stray kids. I'm the jisung to her minho.

another reason why I like you. your personality and your looks are different. you're pretty crazy, and a cute mess. I really like the way you dance. not forgetting your 'hit the woah'. where did you learned to dance amazingly?

I hope that, after this we still can be close friend. I won't have any hard feelings towards you, I don't want to lose this friendship. maybe you'll find someone else that is better than me.

friendship and relationship are both important. but I'd still choose friendship.

lots of love,
yuna