something no one knew....-

Age: 5-13

Never felt anything, only joy, excitement. I always asked for unspeakable products. barely got any. I loved my family, deeply. I loved my friends, with all my heart. I loved everyone, with passion, pride.

Everyone knew me, everyone loved me. now I'm that weird kid who's a giant anime weeb, some girl who never leave their s/o's side. Someone who comes home in tears from being the "funny one" Everything I pain, everything will hurt. When you smile, it shows others how strong you are, I was never strong, I'm not tough. Ever since March 2, 2019 came around, I was broken, months, and months, of depression, anxiety, tears, suicidal thoughts.

April 25, 2019, when my love came into place, my light, my sun, my world. 6 months, 2 kisses, millions of hugs, tons of cheek kisses. I love him with all my heart.
still together to this day, unfortunately, the sadness, and depression will come by soon. I know it..