Darkness is all I feel anymore, it's pain or anger sadness or rage she doesn't know and that's what kills me, I would leave everyone for Kher I would sacrifice everything for her and to her she's worth more than me..... "oh it's fine cuz I know she loves me deep down she can treat me like total shit" "oh it's fine I would literally die for her and abandon you but she wouldn't" SHE DOESNT LOVE YOU SHE DOESNT CARE BUT I DO BUT SHES MORE IMPORTANT AND SHE ALWAYS WILL BE WILL