Wasted

Kept feelings

Our eyes met and my heart skipped a beat
His smile makes my cheeks burn and my body heat
I never thought of loving this man
Cause Im afraid to be hurt—damned
But look at me now
Im falling head over heels to him
He makes me feel special even if Im not
He makes me laugh and feel comfortable
He's the one who gave warmth in my coldest nights
He gave light in my darkest life
He gave me hope in my hopeless days
My messed up life? He had it arrayed. But—
Its painful to see him holding another hand
Its making me sick falling to him all over again
He broke my heart without knowing it
Because i kept it inside so it wont ruin our friendship
Im just an extra to his chapter of life
And i will never be his girl nor his wife