I'm sorry.
My heart wasn't there.
My heart wasn't there.
I wanted to believe.
I truly wanted it to be.
But my heart wasn't there.
I didn't feel the sensation when our bodies touched.
I didn't feel the rush when our lips met.
I laid naked in front of you,
feeling as if it was a sin.
I didn't feel confident.
You didn't tell me I was beautiful.
I didn't grab the sheets in pleasure.
I covered myself with my own hands as if to protect my innocents from you.
There was a million things running through your mind.
But I knew us wasn't one of them.
In the end I knew you felt different.
But I felt empty.
When you left I didn't think of you,
but another man and how he made me feel.
How he made me feel beautiful without telling me.
How he made me feel confident with just his eyes.
How he made me feel happy when he walked away.
I long for that feeling now,
To replace this empty feeling I got from you,
I'm sorry it didn't last,
The euphoria can only last so long,
Before the clear image of reality with form,
Showing the truth,
And how life moves on.
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A beautiful messy mind
PoesíaA collection of poetry written about love, life, anxiety, and going from being the villain to the hero of your own story.
