Mistakes (nammin/minjoon)

1. Questions

Jimin pov

The day had been the same as every other one. Our group had been doing another photo shoot to give to our fans. What it was for? I didn't know. It's not that I didn't care but lately it's been hard to keep track.

"Jimin you're on!" The male staff called to me as Jungkook left the set and left. I walked up and took his place.

I was wearing a red cardigan and a white shirt underneath. I guess this was suppose to be Christmas themed but I could never tell since we took these photos in advance of the actual holiday. I looked up and started posing, making different expressions, moving my arms in different positions. The same thing I did almost every other day of the week.

Thirty minutes later I was finally finished. I sat down in a chair facing the set and watched as Namjoon walked on. Usually I don't stay and watch the others but I was too exhausted to leave.

"Good! Chin a little higher! Yes!" The director yelled demands and Namjoon obeyed. I sat there silently watching as he was handed props and stylist were up and down fixing his hair.

He went from cute poses to lustful gazes. It was important to give the camera these two kinds of expressions since we didn't know what kind of vibe the director was going for. He hooded his eyes and stuck his finger between his teeth and on his lips. He stared deep into the camera lens as if to seduce the person on the other side. For a second I thought how nice it would be if he looked at me like that.

I felt my face heating up at the thoughts going through my head. I turned my head down feeling ashamed. What was I even thinking? My heart was beating in my chest and I looked up to find Namjoon staring back at me. A small noise came out of my throat that only I could hear. I waited for him to look away but he never did. He just kept posing but his eyes never left me.

What is he doing? Did he read my mind? My pants suddenly tightened. I was shocked by my own body's reaction.

"Great job! That's it for now! We'll call you later!" Namjoon had cut the attention on me and thanked the staff. He then turned to me with a smile and made his way over.

"Jimin-ah you stayed to watch!" I looked at him still flushed and nodded. He seemed to catch on to my nervousness and sat next to me. I tried to avoid his eye contact. He leaned over and put his hand on my thigh which made me jump. Shit Jimin this is a normal thing why the hell are you making such a big deal.

"I was gonna leave but I suddenly felt weak." I said in a voice that expressed my tiredness.

"You should take better care of yourself." Namjoon said squeezing my thigh and then standing. I bit my lip trying not to make my reactions obvious. "I'm gonna go get some snacks. Want anything?"

"A water please." I needed him to leave. He nodded and left the room and that's when I took off the other way towards the bathrooms.

I opened the first stall and undid my zipper quickly. A relieved sigh left my mouth as I touched myself through the single material that separated my hand from my skin. I had to do this quickly. I pushed my hand in and started pumping. Thoughts of Namjoon popped into my head, the way he looked at me like he wanted to pin me down right then and there. It felt like he could see my thoughts. God he's so hot. God I want him here with me. I'd let him take me any way he wanted.

I felt disgusted in myself for thinking of Namjoon this way. He's my family. He's my brother. Why was I feeling this way? Fuck maybe it's the stress and uncertainty in my life that's making me confused.

I quickened the pace of my hand letting out low moans until I felt my eyes roll back and my body become weak. I came inside the toilet thinking about one of my best friends.

After cleaning up and reflecting I made my way back to the other room with the set and saw Namjoon waiting. He saw me and he didn't smile immediately. For a split second he looked like he could tell. Like he knew what I had just done. But his smile was now on and I felt like I was reading too much into it.

He tossed me a bottled water that I'd forgotten I asked for. "For you" he winked and I blushed. Why the hell was I blushing?!

Tae was in his photo shoot now and I watched him as he bit his lips and leaned in. He had a natural seductive face but it wasn't affecting me like Namjoon had.

I turned to look at Namjoon but dammit he was already staring. I felt small. I felt like he knew everything about me. Maybe I should look away this time. Maybe if I look away he'll snap out of it.

I turned back towards Tae but I felt it. His gaze was set on me and it was burning. Desire filled my thoughts again. I didn't think I could get horny again within the same hour but surprise!

"Jimin what's wrong?" Namjoon suddenly asked and I quickly looked his way like I got caught.

"What do you mean?" I asked back trying to keep my smile and avoided any eye contact. He began to ask something else but like god was listening, Tae had finished his shoot and called out my name as he made his way towards me.

"Jiminnn did you wait for me? Let's go back to your place and order take out yeah?" Tae was whining and I've never been more grateful.

"Sounds great! Let's go!" I packed up my stuff without giving Nmajoon a second look and began pulling Tae's arm. "Bye hyung see ya!" And I escaped as quickly as possible.

———————————————
Heyyyyy. I hope you guys like the story so far! I'm not sure how long this fic is gonna be but the more engagement and viewers will determine that I hope. Updates will try to be quick but random!

Also I can't do grammar to save my life but this is fun for me so yeah thanks for reading!