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Ch.1.

(Nia Wilson)

Have you ever like someone so much but afraid to tell them? Well that's the situation I'm in right now. In love with someone who only sees me as a friend. Having dreams about him and thinking about him all the time knowing he probably not thinking about me. Wishing he would look at me the way I look at hi-

"Nia you good" Desmond said looking at me concerned

" Yeah Des" I said tryna act like he didn't catch me staring at him

" I know you was staring at my forehead.. I mean it's big but damn." He said

"Nigga I was not staring at your forehead shut up" I said pushing him playfully. He always say dumb stuff but little do he know I like his big ass forehead.

"Yeah whatever " he said while brushing his hair.

Desmond and I been friends since middle school so we real close but not close like I want us to be. In middle school I didn't like him like that because he was kinda funny looking and I know I was too but now we freshman in college and he turned into a fine ass man. He tall, light skin with waves and he always keeps himself up, always have job and and always smiling. Even during hard times he was always smiling and made me smile too. I thinks that's why I fell for him because when times was hard he was there for me telling me everything is going to be okay and making me laugh. He was just special to me.

" What you doing this weekend" Des said.

"Working why" I said. I stayed at work

" I just wanted to see if you wanted to come to this frat party with me Saturday ".

" Now you know I don't do parties".I said while shaking my head. I hate being around a lot of people.

" I know but I'm just tryna get you to have some fun Nia you always at work or studying I thought maybe you need a break". He said

He right tho I do always work and if I'm not at work I'm studying. I mean what else is there to do because I don't have friends all like that and I don't hang with just anybody.

" I'll think about it" I said

" Yeah that means no" he said sighing

" I didn't say no tho I said I'll think about it"  I said

" Every time you say you'll think about something it really means no" he said rolling his eyes.

" Des i might go okay" I said getting irritated

"Yeah okay well imma text you later I'm finna go play 2k" he said walking away from me

" Imma break that damn game" I semi-yelled. That's all he do is play the game nigga be in group chats and shit with head sets on his head.

" And imma choke you" he said from a far.

I took that in such a sexual way. I hate the way I think sometimes. I would really let him choke me.I started walking back to my dorm since I didn't have any more classes today. When I got to my dorm I notice my loud ass roommate wasn't here ( thank god) I went in the shower put on Netflix and ended up falling asleep.