( 1 ) Introduce the siuation I am in.

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Hello I am Jisoo and I am 21 years old. I study in Purple highschool. I don't think I am popular neither been known by the whole school like i did before. I studied in purple hughschool for a year and it was tough at the beginning.

I always think it was so much better if i didn't transfer. When I study in Sunflower highschool, I was pretty popular and known by alot of people since I studied there from the beginning, but here I study when the University have open for 2 years already and Yeah not alot of juniors or seniors know about me.

Well I did okay. I'm not popular like my classmates. Still I was known for being the student of the month and The class president of Class 1A.

Now in this new academic year which I am 21 Our University have a Community club survice selection. This competition is for choosing 5 students for the community service.

I didn't want to join it at first but with my friends Lisa, Rose and Jennie they courage me to do it and even my friend who already transfer also support me. Seulgi studied in here too but she transfer.
She's the only friend in our group who love kpop like me. Not alot of people in our class do so we were known for being weird at some point.

Everything went well with the competition as I mention before I didn't know many juniors or seniors. I got number 3. So, this is how the competition work. We go to the stage do our speech for having votes. There are all University students watcing us and votes. Total of more than 100 students.

All the contestants age are from 16-19. I was just trying the competition for fun and yet in the end i got to the top 3 and I'm glad.

In the top 5 there also my classmates name Jihyo who was in Top 4. After the voting the 5 students usually work together. When we have our first meeting. It was about preparing for the juniors charity trip.

In the room of the teacher who lead the community service room, it was really cold and no one seem to be bothered accept me. I ask my classmates.

" Jihyo ah ! Aren't you cold ? " I whisper to her who is sitting.

" Ahh me too " she whiper back.

I always rely on jihyo, it's a bit comfortable since I know the others studnets which three of them are my seniors which they might be 22-24 I'm not really close so it's kind of awkward and the one who is sitting at the right side is my senior.

So we all discuss about the trip. However I have no words to say. I end up drawing peach all over my sticky note. It's now became a habit to me who always to happen my pen drawing over my right cheeks. It's really annoying though.

As we kept on dicussing accept me. The senior point his finger at my cheeks.

" Oh Jesoo , You have your pen drawing all over your cheeks. " His finger is really near my cheek. He giggle. Cute

Fuck !!! At this point I know i fuck up.

" ah thansk but, " i pause trying to remember his name ah Namjun opoa. " Namjun oppa my name is Jisoo not Jesoo. " I continue.

" Hehhe, Same Here too my name is Namjoon not Namjun. "

" Hehehe I'm sorry. "

" It's okay. "

" So anyway Can anyone go to the trip, Can all five of you make it. ON November 2 this 2019 first trip ? " Mr.Lee speak out of blue.

" Mr.Lee i don't think i can go with them, My aunt engagement is at that day I'm so sorry. " Moonbyul says. She is the top1 and also she got the most votes. Probably because of her popularity of being a girl crush. Don't blame me i might be gay soemtiem for her too. Kkeke

" Me too. I can't go. " As jihyo says I frown, ahhh. I really want to go to this trip. Maybe I could meet my crush. However without Jihyo I think I might be lonely since the trip will be only with the juniors.
Maybe i could try going alone ?

" How about chanyeol, Jisoo and Namjoon ? "

" Mr. Lee i think I can go " chanyeol oppa says

" Me too " at the same time namjoon oppa and i said.

" Okay so tomorrow make sure you guys have the right answer okay. ? "

I went back to the classroom with Jihyo. As we arrived at the classroom. I ran over to my seats which is really close to my friends lisa, Rose and Jennie. So I told them about the discussion and my new crush.

" Guys i have a new crush. "

They got excited even more than me.

" Who is it ? Tell us ??? "

" Yah , You are so cold hearted why get so excited ? " I said to Rose. Hooomm. That's what we always joke. Rose has never have a crush or relationship.

" Ah another one ? " Jennie hissed. They are the same no relationship or crush but jennie is like you know the type of girl who will never fall in love.

" Ahh, aigooo. Who is it ? " Lisa yayay this is the real happy sound. We kidna similar we like to have crush on everyone and you know we stop crushing them when our crush like others.

" You guys know kim namjoon ? "

" Yeah ? " Lisa says.

" I think i like him " i says while jumping and giggles.

" Boa ?? Ya ? What ? Daebak ? Him . " Rose says.

" Yah, What's his nickname ? " Jennie ask.

" Peach " i reply.

" Err. Kinda weird but why ? " Lisa ask

" Well he says i have my pen drown on my face and point it out for me. He was soo cute and i was drawing peach that's why. "

" Arrasoo okay, let's note to our bucket list. "

I'm not that weird it just I am a bit odd. I have my crush bucket list where I put all my crushes there and give them nickname. Now I have 4 of them.

1. Park Jimin_ Orange ( my old school friend )
2. Jeon Jungkook _ Apple ( my juniors )
3.Kim Namjoon _ Peach ( my senior )

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