Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer.
I woke up feeling pain my lower back side when I looked around I saw my brother a nurse and Chris.
"She's up" Chris said coming closer to me holding my hand.
"Are you okay" my brother said
"Yeah just a little pain" I said.
"Well your very lucky your baby is just fine but something like this can't happen maybe you need to distant your self from your mother for a while" the nurse said while writing in her notepad.
"Well she won't have to worry about mom because she got took to this crazy thing and she'll be staying for a while she's have really been sick tiffany" my brother said while put his hands on his head.
The nurse left and so did my brother i watched him wave as he closed the door.
"Your lucky your brother came thru,oh lord thank God your okay,I'm actually gonna have something that means something to me and I almost lost it" he said walking back and fourth.
"The baby's fine Chris"
"What about you"
"I'm okay"
"Well I'm happy you are, you are carrying my seed and I love you tiffany"
I love you
I never got those words and when I did it never met anything because it always was a boy trying to get what he wants from me.
"I love you too" I said uneasy
He kissed my lips and I finally gave in.
Your not only a person that carrying my seed but I gain to catch feelings and I think I'm started to love you.
After a while me and Chris been hanging out he is funny chill and just real asf and I've been catching feelings also.
"I feel the same way" I said smiling .
It felt good to actually have someone to love and say they love you I guess I'm one step closer from this journey.
