Chase Away The Clouds (girlxgirl)

"No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You"

"Tori"

Guilt and shame were two of the many things I felt. It was odd, it felt as if I betrayed her somehow, lost her in a way. And I've known her for just two days.

Guess it's because I admired and respected her so obviously I wanted to be perfect in her eyes.

It might have also had something to do with my little - not even worth mentioning - crush on her.

Then suddenly she cleared her throat and I realized I was spacing out. It probably seemed weird. All this time I was sitting at her kitchen table just staring at the delicious breakfast she made me whilst my thoughts were racing.

"It's gonna get cold you know" She said with a small smile playing on her lips. Could this be anymore embarrassing?

I took a bite and just as I expected, it was out of this world. But I didn't enjoy it. I couldn't. There was tension in the air. She expected me to explain everything about yesterday. That wasn't happening.

"I can't remember if I ever ate something as good as this" I said truthfully... And I was kind of stalling.

She chuckled a little and looked me in the eyes. "You know I won't let you out of here until you tell me what happened, right? I'm dead serious. I found you passed out, drunk and hurt. I want to know everything, I NEED to know everything." By the time she finished speaking I was sobbing quietly and wouldn't look at her.

The memories of Alycia flooded my mind and suddenly I was at the school restroom again. Everything she ever did to me was playing on repeat in my head. Every mean thing she said, every time she hit me. Every lie she told me...

"I'm here, honey. Everything is okay, you're okay. They won't hurt you anymore, I won't let that happen. I swear." She said in a whisper and wiped a lone tear from my cheek.

The touch of her fingers was so soothing. I couldn't help it, I wanted more. I reached to her hand and what a second ago was a feather-like graze, now was a firm touch of her palm on my face. I closed my eyes at the familiar feeling of tingling on my cheek and released a quiet sigh.

Then, to my surprise, I felt her other hand cup my face. I quickly opened my teary eyes only to be met with her incredibly beautiful green orbs. I shivered, my rapidly beating heart was now frantic. There was so much pain in her eyes, it was unbelievable. She looked conflicted but anyway she came even closer. Our haste, irregular breaths intertwined and I couldn't think anymore. Her lips were so close and the butterflies in my stomach were basically trampling each other. She was irresistible. I knew I wouldn't be able to back away.

Eventually, after what felt like a sweet forever, she was the one to finally close the gap between us. Her lips came in contact with mine so gently, as if she was afraid to break me. The kiss was so tender and full of emotions, I couldn't believe it was actually happening.

It was brief. Or probably she intended it to be. It's safe to say that I wasn't having it. All logic flew out the window the moment she first touched me.

So as she tried to step away, I put my hands on her waist and pulled her close again. Before she had the chance to say anything, I was kissing her. I wanted to show her what she does to me, show her how I feel.

This time the kiss was more passionate. Our hands didn't remain lifeless. They started traveling, exploring each other's bodies as if they had a mind of their own. She then licked my bottom lip, as if she was asking for entrance.

Then something changed. The kiss from tender, caring even, transitioned to a very passionate make out session. A very heated one, so to speak.

When we finally parted in need of air, I leaned and put my forehead on hers and we both stared in each other's eyes. I wanted this moment to last, at least until she realized, as I just have, what we've done...