Verse 1: Sat there and bled thinking bout all she said
In my head I see red better off being dead
Off the perc try to jerk but I still feel the hurt
I'm in the dirt pain building up inside of me, no single parent lurks willing to take a pill and be free
But is that really me? Is it what I want to be?
I'm a baby see some peeps will write me in the will, should have known I had my fill but now could I when I'm small all I do is just bawl
Left me when I was one, why she flying on the run, I was crying not having fun
She be lucky I had no gun but when she get home I'm called hun.
Chorus: Think there's mother points you won? How bout caring for your son?
Seriously, I was only one I didn't even weigh a ton
About as small as a bun, but I'll just spoil your fun, let me guess you be gone till Mon
Had a job you never did, it's a wonder your baby sad and always hid
From your own prescence he don't feel no real essence
Got taken so she would learn a lesson, heart aching she won't learn the lesson
Why she be so fluorescent shining bright and always messing
It don't matter done with testing, 16 years latter I be pressing
I'm now where I belong, away from her and all her wrong
versse 2: Make a song that's hammy, been too long get a Grammy
On a track about mammy hands getting all clammy
Think I'm bold double whammy truth be told mother sold
She put my raising on hold who could be that cold?
Of course she would do something that she think she should
Now I put on the hood, day or night it does good
In my mind I'm not fine have no mom but that's fine
Why can't people see the sign? Had a parent I thought was mine
A true mom would draw the line and actually know what is fine
But she don't it's out of line, now I'm cast out as a shrine.
Verse 3: No brother or sister, I'm the only one feeling a blister
Is it because that I miss her? Throw fits like an emotional twister
Ditched my dad for another mister? Made me sad can't imagine glister
I see dark no light, all bark but no fight
Father did what was right, found a place to live out of sight
Had a home to roam shielded with a family dome
Had a brush and a comb this my rush it's a home
Don't worry bout the past, keep on pushing in the present
This bar is my last it's okay to start a peasant.
