You're My First And My Last

Chapter 1

"Ang Gandaaa!!!"

" Mommy! daddy! Can I go na"?

" Ok anak..but make sure to be careful. Dito lang kami mag babantay sayo OK?"- daddy

" Yes dad"

"Be careful honey"-mommy

I just smiled to my mom and continue walking towards the beautiful sea. Ang tagal ko na kasing nag request kay daddy at mommy na mag su-swimming kami kasi tomorrow is first day of school. Finally, mag gra-grade 6 na ako and graduation na after grade 6.

And as I started swimming, I can't control my happiness, I go back to my parents and grab them towards the sea.

We're laughing
Yung feeling ang saya lang. I love it this way..I love it when my mom and dad are not fighting. Sana ganito nalang.

Kring!!  Kringgg!! Kringgg!!!

I woke up with tears running down on my cheeks.

Tiningnan ko ang family picture na nasa desk ko. I put a sad smile on my face.  I miss when its just the three of us dad and there I cried harder.

Bakit pa kailangan niyang magmahal nang iba. Mommy is a good mother and a wife ano PABA ang kulang niya? Para iwan siya?

We are a perfect family back then..but now? We are broken.

Now that I'm 17, I know that I have to be strong. Not for my self but also for my mother.

Its their anniversary kaya dapat masaya lang si Mommy. Pero alam ko naman na magmumukmok lang siya ngayon sa kwarto.

Hahhaay sadlife!

ANO kayang gagawin ko ngayon?
Watching kdrama all day? MMmm..maybe I must watch Descendants of the sun? Hayy nako bahala na nga..

But my plans for today turns out to be general cleaning. Well I don't know..I just really love cleaning. Gusto ko lahat nang tinitingnan ko ay malinis.

Naglaba ako, nagdilig nang halaman and I arranged my bookshelves. And nilalaro si Pinky (my cute dog).

Gusto ko sanang e pasyal si Mommy pero alam Kong mas gusto niya munang mapag isa .

Hindi sana magiging ganyan ka miserable si Mommy kung hindi lang nambabae si Daddy.

Nakakasawa ba ang pag ibig? Ang ganda kaya ni Mama pero pinalitan niya parin .

Nagvibrate ang cellphone ko and I answered the call without looking the caller id.

"Hellow?"

"Anak"

Papa ..tssk how dare you...gusto Kong isumbat sa kanya yan. Kahit magkahiwalay na sila ni Mama. We still have communication.

Kahit galit ako sa kanya he's still my father and I have to respect him.

"Angel..baby? Are u still their?"

Tumayo ako at pumasok sa kwarto,
Ayo Kong malaman ni Mama na tumawag si Papa ma's lalo lang yun masasaktan. Dumiretso ako sa balcony dahil mahangin at ma's ma control ko ang galit ko sa Papa ko.

" Yes napatawag ka?" I tried to calm my voice. Gusto ko siyang sumbatan kung bakit niya iniwan si Mama. But I know I can't do that.

" May importante lang akong sasabihin sayo anak"

" Ano po yun? "

"I would like to invite you and your mother to my wedding next week. You know..to have closure and I missed u so much honey. You will be having a little sister sooner, your tita Jessy is 4 months pregnant. How's that?"

Whattt??!!!!

Hey guys I'm sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling. Enjoy!