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dezzuhhh: fuxk a heart break shi hurts but like if i did what you did to me you wouldn't like that shi but like summer walker said love is a losin' game so i just might be a ho
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i sighed throwing my phone to the side i looked at my reflection in the mirror my hair was a mess my cheeks were tinted pink my face was glowing
i felt amazing but if i knew what was gonna happen when i went to the party i probably wouldn't have gone i throw myself onto my bed and shut my eyes and replay the events that happen at mattia party
- 4 hours early -
walking into the party the first thing i did was went straight to the alcohol i'm not a alcoholic i just need to get shi off my mind cause your girl stressing with school and shi
" do you see kairi " dev says while looking around the kitchen i shake my head no while chugging down the beer i had in my hand
" damn chill we said to get crazy but not to crazy " krissy shouted from across the kitchen she walks to me and dev i could already tell she was buzz from the looks of it
" nah imma drink as much as i want tonight " i say then grab another beer bottle and open it up i head over to the dance floor swaying my hips to the beat of the music
i spot mattia and haley together on the coach all up on each other i can't help but to feel jealous yes i still want him but i gotta match his energy and not kiss his ass
" sup ma " i turn around and see samy with a smirk on his face
" hey samy what youu doing here "
" partying " he chuckles " dance with me mamas " he says and grabs my hand and pulls me close to him
i giggle and pull away " not a chance samy " i walk away and push my way out the crowd i walk upstairs and into the bathroom i lock the door and rest my hands on either side of the bathroom counter
someone knocks loudly on the door making me jump from the sudden knocking
" yo no one is aloud to be up here get the fuck out " i jump at the sound of the voice i open the door and see a pissed off mattia
" oh hey it's matild-" i stop short when i hear playing games play faintly downstairs since it not as loud upstairs
mattia looks at me and then back downstairs "why you up here " he leans against the wall beside the bathroom door
" using the restroom duh" i was already annoyed by his presence i look up to see that he's wearing a white tee with dark blue jeans and that chain
" staring is rude princess " he smirks knowing that i was checking him out
" pipe down you not all that " i lie
" you know you want me " he steps close so that we're face to face he towers over me and backs me up against the wall
i try to keep myself together " like i said could never want a guy that's for everybody "
he shakes his head and brings a hand up to my neck choking me lightly " you didn't care about that in the summer mamas "
i stayed silent not knowing what to say instead i lean forward ghosting over his lips almost touching i kiss his cheek down to his neck " don't act like you don't miss me either " i whisper into his ear
he glares at me and brings me into his room he pushes me on the bed hovering over me smashing his lips to mine i run my hands threw his hair and tug at it while he runs his hands up and down my body
" told you wanted me still " he kisses down my body he reaches my pants unbottons them and takes them off he spreads my legs open trailing kisses down both of my thighs he stops on we're i need him the most
" mmh i hate what you do to me " he groans quickly taking off my bodysuit now fully naked he kissed down my body once again without warring he goes down on me swirling his tongue on my bundle of nerves
" mattia " i moan i grab his hair tugging on it he mumbles something i can't hear but the vibration made it feel amazing
" come for me mamas i know you can " i let out a shaky breath as i cum my legs shake as he licks me clean
" taste like candy " he smirks and kisses my lips tugging on them i push him off me so he's standing up in front of me
he takes his shirt off i grab his belt and kiss his lower stomach he groans lowly grabbing my hair he fully strips and pushes me back down on the bed he looks at me for approval i nod my head
he pushes in we both let out a moan i throw my head back the pleasure being a lot to take considering it's been a minute since we fucked
" shi i forgot how tight you were " he groans drops his head into the crook of my neck leaving marks i scratch at his back " faster please " i moan out
he picks up his paste soon we both cum and he lands on top of me resting his head on my chest i run my hands threw his hair while we lay in silence the music from the party playing faintly in the background
" you do know this was just a one time thing right " he says while fumbling with bed sheets my heart breaks i knew what i was doing but i didn't care i missed his touch but it's just a quick fuck nothing else
" yea i know " i reply to him still playing with his hair
sorry for the short chapter i'm super busy with school senior tingz lol but hoped u liked it ahaha
