i was right.
changbin talked about his day. how great practice went this time around. no mention of me, of course.
because i wasn't there.
because i wasn't with him.
i asked for him to talk more, to tell me in detail. i didn't care, i didn't want to hear about how happy he was. i wanted to listen to his voice, hear him talk to me.
that mae me happy.
his smile grew bigger when talking about the song he was producing. he loved producing music, and everyone loved whatever he'd make, because he was great at it.
i let changbin talk for what seemed like forever, but only lasted about an hour. one of the best and worst hours of my life.
seeing him happily talk about whatever the topic could be, but knowing he loved it, made me happy.
if he was smiling, so was i.
even though i didn't feel like smiling.
i asked to listen to his song, but changbin said no. something about wanting to surprise everyone.
everyone, as in not just me.
it's not just me and him in this group, there are seven other people to be included, of course.
he wouldn't want to keep this from them, he wants to share his creation he is oh-so proud of with all the people he loves.
that includes the other boys too.
but that's okay, because i'm apart of those boys.
changbin loves me too.
that makes me happy.
i coughed up a few more petals that night.
i smiled.
they were beautiful.
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genie's wish.
rose thorns are
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DEAD ROSES. CHANGLIX
Fiksi Penggemarmy pain is beauty, i won't stop hurting until i've built my flower garden. changlix. 11/12/2019
