DEAD ROSES. CHANGLIX

quatre.

i couldn't keep missing practices, especially after three consecutive days.

the boys were worried, but i had to show them and the company that i was fine.

i was. i really was.

it was just a lot of coughing here and there, but i was fine.

for all they knew.

i, obviously, couldn't bring myself to tell them about the rose petals, because that would indicate there was something wrong with me.

but there isn't.

i'm just a boy in love.

they would most definitely ask about it, but i hadn't had the heart to explain and express my true feelings.

it was at this point where i had accepted how i felt about my bandmate, even though i knew how wrong it was. how much i could ruin between us, the group, and everyone just for my strong admiration.

i knew how bad it would end.

but everything was okay.

i knew i'd get through anything and everything for two reasons that completely changed, destroyed, ruined life.

i love seo changbin,

and rose petals are a beauty.
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genie's wish.
escape to wonderland
with me.

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