A Girl In A Nutshell

Resentment

I'm frustrated ..
and it's because you don't listen,
You've been holding me back all these years it's like I'm bound to be in this fucked up position ..
You're supposed to be the one I run to, but instead you're the one I run from,
Our bond is so unhealthy but then again we never had one ..
How are you supposed to be the one that teaches me? but haven't taught me anything ..
Never mind, you taught me to never be like you ..
This may be wrong to say, but at times it feels like you never cared anyways ..
Why do you feel like you're honored to hold that title? Then have the audacity to quote something out of the Bible ,
I'm upset with your selfish decisions because i'm the one in a selfless position..
I'd give it all to you, but you don't deserve it ..
It's like you want me to hate you .. I'm sorry but it's shit you do that I resent ..
They say don't take you for granted, & I don't mean to be ungrateful, but the way you act is never tasteful..
Should I apologize for my feelings? when you're the reason why I have this feeling..
It's better if we keep our distance ..
I wish you were here but you're nonexistent.