I don't know what I want.
This beaten path with only two roads,
One towards a future I know,
The other is a complete unknown.
I don't know how to feel,
The voices in my head are screaming in pain,
But my heart is to numb to feel,
I can feel myself clinging to the past,
Scared of moving on.
I don't know who I want,
My head wants someone,
But my heart wants another.
My heart and mind feel stuck in a game of tug of war,
Leaving me to feel empty and unaware,
Blindly leading myself down a path unsure of the answers,
The consequences,
Unsure of the end.
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A beautiful messy mind
PoetryA collection of poetry written about love, life, anxiety, and going from being the villain to the hero of your own story.
