Nothing Changes (Tim Minchin x Reader)

Nothing Changes

A/N- can be read as male or female or a non-binary reader.

Y/N = your name

Tim sat at his piano. Things have been rough between you two recently. He starts to play a sad sounding melody.

"I'm sorry if I used you," He began.

"What the fuck?" You ask angrily.

"I'm sorry if I lied," He sings softly.

"It's not what it looks like!" He said, trying to pull himself out of this messed up situation.

"Then what the fuck is this then? Because I'm pretty sure its exactly what it is!" You shouted at him, you are on the brink of tears.

"I'm sure I used you for a reason," He continues.

"Are you high?" You ask, "Oh my fucking god you are! Are you going to blame this on drugs now are you?" You break down into tears, but not sad tears, angry tears.

"It's something I do, and I don't mean to" He sings sadly.

"Why did I think I could trust you again?" You start, "I keep going on like this please." You rub your eyes angrily. It's currently 11:28pm, you just wanted to come home and sleep with the man you love and man that thought loved you back.

"Please don't be angry at me." Tim pleads.

"I'm sorry if you're angry, I'm sorry if you're mad" He sings. You can tell that there are tears threatening to spill but he won't let them.

"I'm not angry, I'm fucking pissed! Do you even care about anyone other than yourself? Not even me? Your fucking partner for the last 3 years!" You screamed having enough of his bullshit lies.

"You're right, I know I'm being selfish" He sings.

"How many other times have you done this?" You ask calming down a bit.

"This is the first time since last time I promise." He begs, realizing the shit he's in.

"Why do you do this Tim?" You ask softly. You put a hand on his cheek.

"It's something I do and I don't mean to" He sings sadly.

"I love you but you've got to stop doing this, please, for me." You say whilst tears slowly roll down your face.

"I will change, I will make things better for you, for us." He smiles sadly. Part of you thinks he's bullshitting but part of you says he's telling the truth.

"Please don't believe me when I say that I will change" He sings whilst looking straight into your eyes.

"I love you, Tim." You smile at him.

"I love you too, Y/N" He smiles at you. "I love you so much."

"Come on lets go to bed" You help him up and into bed. You fall into a deep sleep whilst Tim embraces you.

"You're disappointed when you find that I'm the same, nothing changes, nothing ever will, nothing changes" He Finishes. He finally lets the tears spill. "I'm really sorry Y/N," He starts.

"I'm sorry too, I'm sorry for overreacting." you say as you walk over to him.

You place your arms around his neck and kiss him slightly.

"I love you." You whisper.

"Are you sure about that? Even after all I've done to you?" He asks curiously.

"Maybe not then, I'm moving out. I think we need a break. Just please don't do stupid shit like fucking other people that aren't me when, or should I say if, we get back together." You say. You grab your keys, your phone and then you leave the house without taking a second glance back to see Tim for one last time.