If you asked me who I am,
I could never give you one answer.
I'm always too complex.
I think too complex.
I don't fit into any single category.
Even though I always force myself to fit in one.
I hate myself because I feel I can't define myself.
If I can't define myself, who am I?
Girl/boy
Skinny/not skinny
Straight/bi/lesbian/asexual/trans
Emo/goth/grunge/femme/butch/slutty/boring
Im always trying to define myself in ways I will never fit.
If I can't fit into a certain one, I don't exist at all.
I don't think anyone fits into a certain category fully.
There are bigger branches to which you can say you are a part of,
but still know that you are different and not defined by it.
Even though I know I am still putting myself into a category,
I have more room to change and have an idenity,
and less pressure to stick to a definition.
Queer
Beautiful
Demisexual
Stem
Alternative
I don't need to fit a specific category that people get thrown into.
I am my own category.
Myself.
My name.
Birthday.
5'0.whatever".
Green eyes.
Freckles.
Pink face.
Eyeliner.
Boxers.
Leather boots.
My ass.
My writing.
My subway sandwich.
Im not supposed to fit into a pre made slot.
Im not defined by anything that I don't want to be defined as.
I can create what I am to myself.
I am who I want to be.
