My happiness is a lot like sunglasses.
The sun is like my friends and family.
I always wear my sunglasses around them. To stop them from seeing the sadness in my eyes.
But when the sun goes away, I turn on the light and take off my sunglasses.
You are my light, I don't need to wear my sunglasses around you.
I don't need to pretend to be happy around you.
But when you're not around, the darkness gets to me.
It gets into my head, making me think of the things I don't want to think about.
It makes me think that you and the sun will never come back.
But then, I turn on the light.
When I was a kid, I would always sleep with the light on.
I was always scared of the monsters under my bed.
You keep me away from the monsters under my bed, the monsters in my head.
But now, I can't help but wear my sunglasses around you.