Impossible!

Block

Few days back before the weekend would end, my busmate who appears to be my 3rd bff, Jamira, knows about my crush towards 'him', (actually I tell her lots of things about these stuff and she tells me back her stories about these stuff too) and when she found out that we're sort of MU (but we aren't friends), she was extremely happy for me.

Apparently her 3 crushes, (2 girls, 1 boy) rejected her which was really heartbreaking for her. Yep, to her, her life's a mess. She even tells me she's really jealous of my situation right now, 2 people liking me and that my crush liked me back. Sad.

So one time we chatted on FB and of course, I kept blabbing about how I'm so happy by the fact that 'he' likes me, etc, etc. Suddenly, she said "Hey, he and Jade sang a song together,".

Of course I was thrilled. "Huh? Can I see?"

"Just search Joshua *insert any last name here* on the search bar," She replied with a smiley face.

While I was searching, I couldn't see his name anywhere, or even his profile. Nothing matched his name, and after searching tons of times, I told this to Jamira.

"Hey, I couldn't find his name." I replied. "Can you screenshot his profile for me?" 

After a few minutes, I received 2 pictures. 1 was his profile, and 2 was his video with Jade. TBH, I couldn't stand looking at 'his' profile, I don't know why but it makes me feel really guilty looking at it.

Aaaaand I was right. That certain profile was nowhere to be seen on my FB. He blocked me! 

"Heeeeey he blocked me!" I replied with a sad face. 

"Uh-oh," She replied. "Why?"

"Maybe because he doesn't want me to see his profile cause y'know--shyness problems from having a crush on me." I replied, which makes sense anyway--I guess?

I'm preeeeetty sure that would be his reason for blocking me. *Sigh*, apparently my crush blocked me. Now I couldn't view that video of him and Jade. I wouldn't get to hear him sing!

I asked Jamira if he sang nice, and she said it was okay. So I guess he sounded good! 

So much for a guy who knows how to play the guitar. <3